MY HEART BEATS FOR YOU

2009-02-17T04:25:00.001-08:00

Im so pissed.

Fuck FUCK FUCK FUCKING FUCK YOU, MONICA!

LIKE FUCKKING FUCKING FUCK OKAY!

I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY THE HELL ARE YOU SO CHILDISH?

LIKE HOW FUCKING OLD ARE YOU?

FUCKKKKKKKKKKK

I'M FUCKING PISSED OFFF!

2008-12-15T01:06:00.003-08:00

OH MY FUCKING GOD!

LIKE WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR FUCKING PROBLEM?
ARE YOU REALLY THAT FUCKING JEALOUS THAT K AND I ARE SO FUCKING CLOSE NOW?
I MEAN LIKE IT'S NOT MY FAULT THAT HE DOESNT FUCKING LIKE YOU.
GET OVER IT.
SO WHAT IF HE AND I HAVE BEEN TALKING?
IT'S NOT MY FAULT EITHER THAT YOU'RE ALWAYS BEING STUPID AROUND US.
AND YOU THINK I'M RETARDED?
TAKE A LOOK AT YOURSELF!
YOU MOTHERFUCKEN CHEEBEH!

AND FUCK YOU OKAY!
DONT FUCKING SAY THAT MY CHINESE IS GOOD BECAUSE I'M FROM SINGAPORE.
YOU HAVENT EVEN FUCKING VISIT SINGAPORE.
SO YOU DONT KNOW THE PEOPLE THERE.
ONLY THE CHINESE OR WHOEVER WHO TAKES CHINESE AS THEIR MOTHER TONGUE CAN FUCKING SPEAK THAT LANGUAGE.

HAVE IT OCCUR IN YOUR FUCKING MIND THAT I ACTUALLY STUDIED THAT LANGUAGE?
JUST BECAUSE YOU SUCK , YOU DONT HAVE TO MAKE EVERYONE ELSE SUCK OKAY!

SO YOU DON'T COME AND TELL EVERYONE THAT
'NATASHA IS GOOD IN CHINESE BECAUSE SHE'S FROM SINGAPORE'
CAUSE I DONT FUCKING SPEAK THAT LANGUAGE IN SINGAPORE.

AND SERIOUSLY STOP ACTING LIKE YOU'RE TOO COOL FOR SCHOOL
CAUSE HONESTLY, YOU'RE A FUCKING FRIENDLESS IDIOT
WHO STICKS WITH V BECAUSE YOU HAVE NO FUCKING FRIENDS.
EVEN THE BOYS FUCKING HATE YOU.

I BET YOU DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT THEY SAY ABOUT YOU
YEAH THEY SAID MEAN STUFF ABOUT ME
BUT OBVIOUSLY IT'S NOT AS BAD AS YOURS!

AND I SHOULD KNOW SINCE I DATED ONE OF THEM!
YOU FUCKTARD.

LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING,
YOU DONT HAVE THE FUCKING RIGHT TO TELL ME THAT MY GRADES ARE GOING DOWN BECAUSE I TALK TOO MUCH
YOU'RE A HYPOCRITE , YOU KNOW THAT?
YOU THINK THIS LITTLE WORLD REVOLVES AROUND YOU
WELL , IT DOESN'T.
ME TALKING IN CLASS HAVE GOT NOTHING TO DO WITH MY GRADES.

OH DONT YOU FUCKING DARE INSULT MY SINGAPORE FRIENDS!
AT LEAST THEY ARE FUCKING PRETTIER THAN YOU !
OH AND THEY DONT HAVE A SWIMMING POOL IN THEIR MOUTH.
UNLIKE SOME LOSER!

FUCKING LOOK AT YOURSELF BEFORE YOU START COMMENTING.
BECAUSE I CAN SAY 100SENTENCES MORE TO PROVE YOU'RE WRONG.

OH AND STAY FUCKING FARAWAY FROM OLE.
HE FUCKING LIKES ME NOT YOU.

-

Excuse my inappropriate choice of words.
Im just really pissed off!

2008-12-08T04:29:00.002-08:00

Friends who stood by me in the past.

Friends who made me laugh 24/7

Not in the picture : Valeh , Monica Daniel.

Im gonna miss both cliques ):

2008-12-06T04:05:00.002-08:00

I want you to stop right now.

-

Natasha is not exactly in the mood right now.
Homeschooling starts next monday (not this coming monday)

the thought of not seeing Maria anymore,
makes me feel sick in the stomach.

I should have been a vegetarian, I swear
Cause then I wouldnt fall sick.

2008-12-03T04:05:00.002-08:00

You and I , Collide.

-

Okay, Ive been wanting to say this so fucking badly.
As you all know, there's chaos in Thailand right....?
Anddddd SMtown concert was supposed to be held last Friday or sth
but they didn't.
Instead they postponed it to 7h Feb '09.
So HAH! in your face! Suckers!

I, Natasha Nurtiara, got the chance to See yunho LIVE! SUJU LIVE! and ZLY LIVE!
So the money I spent on going all the way to China...paid off!
Because right now, you losers have to wait till Feb.
and I know some of you can't even go because of school and stuff!
So again.. IN YOUR FACE!
HAHAHHAHAHAH XD

Okay, Im done.

I know Im mean..
but seriously, it's just so funny! xD
Like how everyone I know is like preparing to go to BK to see them
And some of you even bought like Cassy shirts and Lightsticks.
But in the end, you cant even go there!

-

I miss you so fucking much.
and without you around, is just killer.

Im still in love with you

2008-11-29T04:07:00.003-08:00

Why did you turn your back on me?
Was it really love?
-

2 weeks suspension.
For being late for school.

Shopping with Bestbud today.
Bought a Suju Polar bear cute thing. (Idk what it's called)
It's so bloody cheap I tell you

I was walking with my Suju bag.
Cause I couldnt find my TVXQ's
Then a few girls came up to me
And was squealing at my bag cause it's so cute.
Thank you veh much

Bestbud was like 'Omg'
Well who wouldnt?
It's not everyday some group of girls come up to you
and worship your bag.

Oh did I tell you that we had expensive food for lunch?
Cause both of us felt like splurging our money on food!
The chocolate fondue was like so good.
I feel fat now. /=

2008-11-23T07:20:00.002-08:00

You know what hurts the most?
Seeing you.

I miss you so much ):

I miss calling you mine everyday
I miss texting you
I miss hugging you
I miss holding hands with you
I miss spending every saturday with you
I miss bickering with you
I miss having your wonderful homemade pizza
I miss listening to your Ipod with you
I miss talking to you
I miss crying on your shoulder
I miss venting my anger on you
I miss spending my chinese lessons with you
I miss teasing you

And lastly, I miss having you as my boyfriend

But it hurts just to love you.

It hurts just to remember what happened.

And I wish for it all to end.

2008-11-22T06:04:00.002-08:00

Wasabi!
(Translation: what's up?)

At first I thought of ditching this blog and continue on with Xanga.
But I've changed my mind
Xanga's too much of a hassle.
It's like I have to do double work and at the end of the day, I don't feel like blogging anymore.

So blogger is my only option.

Anyway, daddy left for Taiwan yesterday.
Thus, movie night was at my house.
We watched a scary Kmovie and The hottie&the nottie.
Maria and I had fun watching the boys reaction while watching the hottie& the nottie.
Especially Kevin & him.
Monica sleptover.

Today, I went out with Monica and Danny
We went shopping.
I bought like a really cute tricycle necklace for like 6555 Won
okay , so let me right down what I bought

Pink Tricycle Necklace (Love it!)
2 Rings (Pink Ribbon, Blue IDKW)
Pink flats
Really cute Konglish Post-its.(HAH! For the fun of it)
Bag with really gorgeous printed hearts
SuperJunior/Heechul Tags
Xiah Junsu Name Tag (It's so cool! Needa find Uknow's)
2 Really cute Boxers

Yeap Pretty much that's all.
I wanted to get this really really really cute small Tote bag
But I didn't!
And I'm regretting it now!
I think I shall go get it like on Monday or something!
It's a must get! :D

My Smtown shirt has finally arrived!
And it's so expensive ... Gosh! ):

2008-11-02T06:31:00.002-08:00

Hello everyone :D

Exams are over :D
And Ive been so addicted to arcade nowadays :D
Esp DDR :D

And Halloween was awesome.
We watched 'I know what you did last summer'
Freaking scary ):

-

I don't think I should explain myself.
You and I both know why I did that.
You refused to help me out when i needed help.

So forget it, I don't want to talk to you anymore

-

Pics will be up soon , I promised.
Including during the canadian Thanksgiving :D

2008-10-30T08:52:00.002-07:00

History is in less than 24hours.
and It's already 1 in the morning.
I'm so tired from all the studying.
and the sad part is that I dont rmb anything.

Im screwed.

Speaking of screwed, I got like an 84% in English.
Which is really bad.
Considering an A is 90% and above.
Which my bf totally made that mark, a 97% for him
Talk about being fair.

and he's so proud of it.
Hah! whatever, silly.
you know im gonna beat you in Math
At least I think I'm gonna.

So anyway, Halloween is tomorrow.
and I have absolutely no shoes to wear.
Im so totally gonna wear my SMSS uniform.
(Im too cheap to get a proper costume, I know)
And Bf is going to use toilet papers and wrap himself up with it.
HAHA
Kev's gonna be Chuck Norris (?)
Valeh = Devil.
Maria = Vampire
Monica = Baseball player.

The rest.. I have no idea...

-

So I watched the latest ep of GG
and Blair is so depressed ):
Of course she would be
considering Chuck refuses to sleep with her.

I really hope Serena and Dan get back together.
They make such a cute couple. Honest

Okay, enough of GG.
I wish I was pretty enough to dress up as Blair Waldorf.
She's so pretty [:

2008-10-29T05:04:00.003-07:00

Im done with English and Chinese.

English was relatively easy...
And Chinese was just .. meh..
I mixed Qu(to go) and Qu(To draw)
Gah.. there goes my marks. ):
Bu hao!

So now im studying for Music.
It amazes me on how the school takes music seriously.
Because I definitely don't.
I think it's stupid.

Oh may god be with Jennifer Hudson
whose Nephew, Mom and Brother was assasinated.
I hope she's doing fine.
I think she's the most talented person ever.
And her voice is just superb.
Ill support you forever.

I still can't believe that the murderer is so heartless.
I mean like how can he/she murdered a little boy ? ):

I hope you rot in hell.

2008-10-28T18:39:00.003-07:00

Don't sell your heart,
They'll say we're not meant to be.

We will fight through the night.

Run baby run
Don't ever look back
They will tear us apart,
If you give them the chance.

-

I always had a thing for gorgeous eyes,
Especially yours.

Saranghaeyo.

2008-10-28T02:02:00.002-07:00

Hello my fellow earth things.

I guess Ive not been updating very often.

Anw, Midterm officially starts tomorrow.
English and Chinese.

Woah -.0

-

Im addicted to GG.
Blair is obviously my most favourite person on earth :D
Don't you just love her for being bitchy?
Hah!

Okay, I gtg

2008-10-17T19:23:00.002-07:00

U-know's Tat.
It's so fugly pls.
Like Wtf was he thinking when he decided to put that on his neck?
Oh right, he wasn't thinking at all.
Grrrr Im so pissed with Yunho /:
And it's even more frustrating if you see it real life ):

I hope it's fake. I HOPE.

Ah..
Shoot me >):

2008-10-12T05:46:00.002-07:00

Let me start with Friday first.

TGIF!
Headed to ESPN box with Maria.
Had a glass of Margarita
Maria had Rock n Roll.. Worst drink ever...

Tsk. I deserve to die , I know.

Stayed at the bar till 850PM
cause Valeh kept calling us.
Went over to Ole's to watch DeathRace.
Awesome show.. but really scary..

Left at around 1030 cause my head was killing me.
-

Yesterday was the Canadian Thanksgiving.
So i had dinner with the Canadians.
Well , technically...
The Turkey was superb!
I ate like a shitloads of things..
Kev looks really funny when he's very very hungry! HA HA
Headed to Valeh's compound
and we hung out for like an hour or so.

Driver picked me up and woohoo I got home safe and sound.

-

Today, I had some Korean cultural shit.
Three words: WASTE OF TIME.
Seriously.No fun at all...

Then I had my Chinese shitty thing.
and the teacher made me go:
Nimen hao.
Wo de ming Zi shi Chen Ye Sha.
wo shi liu sui
Wo shi Xin Jia Po ren
Wo xi huan du shu.
xie xie~

How dumb can my life get? Gosh...

Oh Anny's Korean shitty thing was worst.
They made her speak Korean and even WRITE!
Thank god, she didn't die.
She had to introduce herself in Korean.
Trust me, if you're no korean.. it aint easy honey...

I was transferred to Chinese class
cause they thought my chinese was a tiny bit better than my Korean /:

I mean like wtf were they thinking?
Im in Korea and not China
So why the F did they make me learn mandarin ?
Tsk.

2008-10-08T06:22:00.003-07:00

Down with 1 week MC /:
What a bummer...

Thanks to my sexy darling
for bringing in the homework and tutoring me :D
I love you more than anything now :D

Okay, so midterms is at the end of this month.
And Ive been studying diligently.
Actually memorizing my merchant of venice [:
Uhh , Portia speaks too much /:

Itamar is an ass >):
He makes me blush every single minute /:
Well thank you for coming over :D

and also Kevin , Ole , Vahhab and Valeh.
Thanks for being there when I needed you guys the most :D:D

Monica and Dan! I hope you guys are taking it easy (:
Always knw that we'll always be there for you.

True Friends = International Kids :D
It amazes me on how all 9 of us are like one big happy family xD
Bickering and teasing at each other everyday but in the end we are still as one!
I would prolly DIE if I were to lose you guys /:

No kidd man

-

Halloween after midterms :D
Woohhoooo !
Guess what Im going to be ?!!!!!
You will laugh or maybe pfft at me ):
Im gonna be a nerd from the 80s
with my SMSS Uniform and GEEKY specs with HIGH SOCKS!!!
\BWAHAHHAHA xD
Too weak to go Halloween Shopping :D

Party at Itamar's
Since his house is bigger than mine
Like a mansion , no kidd!
Will take a pic of his damn house :D
This JEW is freaking rich , i tell you!!!
Tskkkkkkk Im Zealous already!

Ill put on a fake smile just to show that I'm okay.

2008-10-01T07:16:00.003-07:00

thankies to my dearest Cassie (:
What I'd do without you dear ?
Anyway, I still need to pluck out some courage to post my Fanfic (:
Cassie said to post it on Yunho-sshi.
I think I will but not so soon. (:

2008-09-30T01:55:00.002-07:00

Lately I've been thinking about what I can do
I've been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through
But I can't go on this way.
I've got to stop it babe
You've been wonderful in all that you can be
But it hurts when you say that you understand me
So believe me.
I, I am sorry

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

-

Chocolates and constant hanging out with friends
aren't really the best remedy for broken hearts.

Till then , god bless me.

2008-09-29T04:41:00.003-07:00

I want nobody but you.

-

So you think that I'm not good enough for you.
what makes you think that you're good enough for me huh ?

You know what ,
Thanks for breaking my heart.

2008-09-28T06:20:00.003-07:00

If you're here beside me
Even the depths of my heart
Would be comfortable with this gentle feeling
Even if violent rain falls down
And strong winds blow about

-

Nobody said life was fair.

-

1 week break.
Mom's coming (with delicious food)
Everyone's leaving tomorrow.
Sacha - Spain. (How effing cool is that?!)
Itamar - Seoul.
Monica & Daniel - Beijing.
Kev, Valeh , Vahhab & Ole - Tianjing.

I don't understand why my dad has to be really busy.
It's so pissing when I can't go to Seoul ):
My dong bang boys are like 5 hours drive away from me /:
Ugh , this is really frustrating...

But thank god , Maria lend me like tons of movies to watch.
So woohooo to me :P

Okay, shopping spree when my mommy dearest comes! <3
I really can't wait!

-

Loving you, the hand I was holding onto
Loving you, it is slipping away

2008-09-27T05:04:00.003-07:00

During Music *Yawns*
I was trying to beat the crap out of Vahab!
♥
Itamar with his BMX.
I'm still wondering why he's not dead yet >):
Tsk Tsk.

The other side of you ♥
Maria , Nat & Monica ♥

Realy life pictures :D

Finally an update.

Been really busy keeping up with school work.

Yes, Natasha is now a good girl :D

Believ it or not, it's true. Haw!

Okay, let me start with yesterday.

Fridays = Movie Night/Hanging out session at Ole's

I was sleeping over at Maria's

and the boys were sleeping over at Ole's.

We played Tagged.

And Kev was being sucha sweetheart by not tagging me.

He said he can't bare to tag me. Awwwwzz

Sshhsshh It's monica's man...

Itamar was being an ass.

Wait, since when does he not..

Uh , anyway he totally hurt my feelings D:

with his sarcasm.

After playing the game, we headed to the merry go round area.

Where my uhh K-BF stays.

Fuck, he's damn touchy can.

And Valeh was being mean.

I dont'want to continue about it.

Just know that I was scarred for life.

After sending Monica and Dan to the side gate,

we headed to Ole's to watch WANTED.

I slept through out the movie since I've watched it like a gazillion time.

After that, the guys asked whether we wanted to watch something funny.

Well their something funny = funny sick.

Maria and I left straight away. ):

As much as I want to be there with him

You know what, I'm so lazy to blog about Friday.

I went shopping with Maria today.

I spent like $300 ):

I bought shoes! Yes, cute happy sneakers :D

And uhhhh I did my nail which cost like a lot /:

Okay, I shall read my fics now :D

2008-09-24T06:32:00.002-07:00

I don't wanna know.
If you're playing me ,
Keep it on the low.
'Cause my heart can't take it anymore.
and if you're creepin',
please, don't let it show.
Oh baby, I don't want to know.

I don't wanna know by Mario Winnans.

-

Itamar's going to Seol next week.
Which means he gets to see my uhhh baby ):
And he said he's going to kill him if he sees him D:
Aww mann... my baby is going to dieeeee /:
Nonono , don't gooo to seoul... go to Jeju Island or something!
And I on the other hand am going to Shanghai ... again...
Ahh Monica's going to Beijing , i think.
I wanna go too D:

TVXQ 4TH KOREAN ALBUM IS OUT!!
*faints*

Okay , I shall go read my Suyin Fic now :D

Toodles

Oh Az, I bought like Heechul concert peekzzzz [:
Heeeeeeee <3

2008-09-18T04:45:00.002-07:00

School's been fine.

I am recovering well [:

So thank you <3

Idk how to say this but I find myself missing Hazirah the most ):
Good luck for you O's Dearest!

-

Anyway, I saw the preview of TVXQ Mirotic MV
I fell off my chair when I saw tht MV.
P.s I tend to fall off a lot! When I see Yunho [:
Guess it's just my luck. Even during the concert... sigh...

But I must say that they really managed to throw away their 'cute' image.
I don't really like it.
I want my boys back .. not Men ):
They are so manly that I no longer love Yunho as much as last time D:

But like what everyone will say, People need to grow up[:
So oh wells...

-

I love school alot.
Especially during our breaks in between classes.
HA HA

We had pillow fight today during our break from Chi classes.
I didnt play. HAHA cause I was wearing my specs and my leg's injured.
The faces they made were PRICELESS!
Haw Haw especially Valeh's & Monica's.

Okay , I gotta get down to my Lit and Math [:

Oh did I mention that it was Meet the parents ytd ?
And Mrs. Marilyn said that I have the highest score in class and I'm such a lovely, sweet and diligent girl [:
Mr. Manning said that I'm Awesome :D
Mr.Smith gave me 10/10 for English Essays
ENGLISH , MIND YOU!

HAHA I feel like a genius here [:
I'm loving where I am right now [:

-

The way our eyes met, Priceless.
The way you look at me, Priceless.
The way my heart hurts, Priceless.
The fact that I'm nothing in your eyes, Priceless.

I'll put on a fake smile,
so that everyone will see how perfect our relationship is?
Don't you think it's a great Idea ?

It doesn't matter if I'm hurt as long as you're not.

-

You were never mine from the beginning.

-

Let's drop the act and just go back to square 1.
You and I both know that we're not happy together.

Nothing's gonna change if you're not going to give it a try.
And I'm tired to always be the one trying so hard.
So I'm done.

I'm going to really do my homework now.

Goodbye

2008-09-16T06:30:00.001-07:00

100% Crushed.
100% Hurt.
100% Depressed.

Tell me, how long more ?

-

Concert was fine.

Goodbye.

2008-09-11T06:47:00.008-07:00

Itamar [:

Kevin! [:
Guess who's playing?! HAWHAWHAW
MARIAAAA!

YO! WADDUP! HAHAA I love Monica! :D

There's thousands more

But Blogger's being bitchy.

So this is it :D

I know I look hideous so please bare with it

2008-09-10T06:56:00.003-07:00

You shine even brighter than the brightest star above.

-

Stuck. with. Science. Homework.

God, I want to die already ):
Oh I bought TVXQ posters for like urm 40cents SGD
So freaking cheap , I tell you.
(p.s If you convert from won to SGD)
I'm getting it again (:
Guess who's posters did I buy?
Haw Haw Haw

I'm annoyed cause Soompi's down for now D:
Which means I can't read my Fanfics.
This is so sad luh ):
Geez.

It's said that this sat there's going tobe thunderstorm ):
I hope that the flight won't be delayed sinceI'm flying there on sat!
Gosh, I'm so scared. Very.

Y'know when I wrapped your fingers with bandage.
I felt really happy.
Idk why.. it's like ahhh a feeling i've not felt in a really long time...
*Speechless*

Okay, I shall go continue my assignment now (:
and ZzzZ..

I. Need. To. Stop. Being. Late. For. School.
Monica wants me to come like 20mins earlier tmr.
HA HA I will try (: Somehow ...

Bye :D

2008-09-09T05:06:00.002-07:00

My one man, saranghae <3

-

Okay, I'm pissed.
I hate English.
Like who the F* gives essays everyday?
Oh wait, I know.
Mr.Smith ):
Yuckziiepoos

So now I HAVE to write an essay instead of reading my fanfics
Well, that sucks huh? ):
Gah.

Okay , I better continue my essay now

Toodles (L)

2008-09-08T09:52:00.002-07:00

I'll do better , I promise...

I'm on the verge of pulling my hair right now.
History essay assignment is just a killer ):
And I hate it so much.
I'm studying American/British History ):
Right now, it's about Venice D:
Rawr!

Thank god! Itamar was being nice and guiding me through.
I'll prolly cry if I can't finish my work by tonight.
And it's already 12:56 AM):
So you see , my life sucks D:

-

I think Junsu-sshi is very kawaii neh (:
And oh , I bought the green pair of shoes which yunho wore during SMtown photoshoot last year :D
HeHeHe I'll go all the wayyyyyy ...

And I'm thinking whether I shld I get the shiny blue shoes.
The one which he wore during his 'T' concert rehearsal :D
Omg , I'm crazy I knowww ):

My parcel still haven't arrive yet ):
So much of wearing his necklace to the concert.
Now, I can ONLY DREAM of that...

Okay, I think i've been doing ALOT of shopping these few days.
And daddy isn't exactly happy about it . Wooopzzz

Okay , I shall go Zzzz now D;
School tomorrow.
And I don't want to be late ... again..... and ... again....

-

I miss you even more now.
Do you know that ?

2008-09-07T08:27:00.003-07:00

We both agree... This is Timeless Love.

Note: They are topless! yes , I almost died when I saw the clearer version of my boys' body.

(Please do not be an asshole and copy paste this pictures)

I honestly can't wait for their 4th Korean Album :D

Smexy boys , saranghae :D

P.s I prefer Yunnie's hair on the first pic rather than his current hairstyle ):

He looks uber weird with army boy look D:

Mrs. Jung's not happy now >):

My concert is THIS sat! :D

And I realised tht they're going to sing Chi version of all the songs.

So I shall be good and start memorizing their Chinese version songs.

So that I can sing along :D

School's tmr.

Heard there will be a new kid, Maria or sth

HAHA can't wait to see how she looks like.

I need to start waking up early and stop being late ):

HAHA , Mr.Smith officially hates me for talking too much ):

Woopedoops.

I realised I've not been talking to my Azzychannn ):

God, I miss that bitch (:

Heeeee Good luck for your Ns dearest <3

been really busy reading fanfics nowadays :D

Junsu fanfics. Since his is more interesting :D

Okkieees, ZE QUEEN needs to sleep now.

Don't miss me too much [:

HAW HAW HAW

I miss you .

Do you know that?

2008-09-05T23:04:00.002-07:00

Boo! :D
Miss me much ?
Okkieees , I shall do a quick post.

Pictures up when lazy girl stops being lazy
):

School was okay :D
I started the 'what should we wear tmr' trend.
So the second day, the girls wore similar GREEN abercrombie top :D
(we bought it together the day before)
and the guys were like 'omg'... HA HA HA

Ytd, everyone wore black :D
It was Itamar's idea :D
I promised Valeh to come at 7:30 but I ended up coming at 7:55
Can't wake up luh D:

And school's really fun :D
It's like I love school.
Yes, you don't hear me saying it often.

I love hanging out with them after school.
And oh did I mention everyone loves teasing me? /:

Horrible.... D:

Okay , I shall go get ready now :D
(:

2008-09-01T06:54:00.003-07:00

Thankies to Cassie dearest who never fail to cheer me up with this <3
And ASA dearest too, who did this willingly because of my birthday <3

-

Many thanks to everyone who wished me.

Birthday dinner with the gang.
All of us had free tiramisu cake cause of me.
Love the owner <3
The guys gave me roses <3 different guy, different colour of rose.
The girlies gave me good stuff too.
Like the german girls , effing rich pls.
I received A GUCCI SHADES from them.
Vaule gave me a TIARA (:
Ahh love you dear
Monica gave me somestuff. Too many <3

Thank you everyone <3

So we went to the Pub near my house
they wanted to play pool.
Left at 8 plus and i took cab home.
Kevin was shocked cause I took a cab.
since my house was like 5mins walk. HEEES :D

To: Lalala.(you know who you are)
I know I was too rude by texting you saying,
'Aren't you going to wish me a Happy Birthday?'
I thought of you...
But thanks for replying <3
Totally made my dady [: or night...

2008-08-31T13:26:00.000-07:00

What do you call love?
Or in other words what exactly is love?
Anyone that has a boyfriend or a girlfriend can say they are in love.
But… is it really love that they are talking about?
Maybe they are just taking advantage of the word for their relationship.
Maybe this word doesn’t really exist…
Maybe it’s a lie that every couple and lovers live in.

-

So is my love for you a lie too ?

I don't know myself. ):

-

Happy birthday Natasha Nurtiara <3
You're finally 16 and you can go clubbing legally (:
May all your wishes come true.

-

It's Natasha's birthday.

That Natasha who will be all cheerful when she wakes up in the morning to find presents on her bed which her dad had put before leaving for work.

And that Natasha who will check her phone to see birthday messages sent by her friends.

No. This year is different

That cheerful Natasha is gone. Not here. Poof.
(It's 4:49 AM. Blogger's crazy)

-

)':

2008-08-30T12:24:00.002-07:00

I'm in a dilemma now ):

And for those who I was IM-ing just now, pretty much knows why.
Well some of them.

-

Right now, the time is 3:29 AM.
But I can't seem to sleep because I've been reading this Fanfic .
Trust me, this fanfic is different from all the other fanfics I've read.

Yes, it's a love story.
But wait...
It's not those Yunho kinds like Forced marriage and everything.
It's different.
It's a Junsu fanfic.
I bet many of you are wondering why the hell am I reading a Junsu Fanfic.
(P.s I don't read other members' fanfics. This is the first.)
It's because, this fanfic about him is different.
Everything doesn't just revolve around him and his girl.

Ah I want to explain , but it's impossible to do so.
It's just like Twilight. Not literally of course.
For twilight, when you just explained that it's a 'vampmortal love', everyone will be like 'that's so cliche'.

So, you have to read it to understand fully about this Fanfic.

Then you will understand why I feel like crap right now ):

And you will see a different light in Xiah Junsu. No, I'm serious [:

-

This morning when I woke up, I thought of you.
For the first time after so long...
It amazes me much on how just you alone can have a big impact on me.
It's like just you alone, could brighten up my day
and just you alone, can make me misrable for the rest of my life.

So I'm going to say this for one last time before I put everything to an end.
You mean so much to me in the past, NOW and prolly in the future.
But of course, I'm going to TRY to forget you...

I'm pathetic when it comes to love. Especially if it's with you.
The biggest mistake I've ever made was to be so full of myself in the past.

If I were to think a little, you really made big sacrifices for me.
But nothing's gonna come out of it anymore...

I honestly don't know why I'm blogging this.
But some things have to end. Well for me ):
I need to quit hoping for the impossible.

-

Meeting Itamara and the gang tmr (:
I feel blessed to have such friends.
But they're nothing compared to people in singapore.

Friends in singapore = Nat's precious gems [:

My birthday is coming , but it's going to feel like any normal day.
Because why? No one will celebrate with me.

I'm such a lonely daughter of God ]:

2008-08-30T02:48:00.004-07:00

I feel so uninspired
I feel so uninspired
I feel so uninspired
I feel so uninspired.

You times another 100 to the abovementioned.

):

Having writer's block /:

I want to die ):

I'm missing you!
Yes youu! ):
Study hard ):
I want to see you right now and hug you tightly >.<
Just like old times ):
I miss you x1000000000000000000

byebye

2008-08-27T05:04:00.003-07:00

Excuse the ugly nails , It's just destroyed /:

Ohh looky! it's my concert tix to see YUNHO and HEECHUL and JAEJOONG!

HAHAHAHHA XD

Monica's just camera shy :DD
"Dan! stop taking pictures of me" >):
Daniel, Monica , Ugry Nat! and Vaule[:

Anyway, I went to Vaule's house.
And it was freaking awesome (:
We were bitching about the people there and all[:
HAHA freaking funny :D

"They think they speak english"
HAHAH XD Inside thing [:

And they made fun of me cause I told them that I like Koreans [:
Well , the stars I mean :D

Tamar , Vahab and Kevin went biking.
so they weren't there ):

Okay, I'm going to write my fanfic now :D

2008-08-26T04:57:00.002-07:00

You were never mine from the beginning.

-

You know what brightens me up?
Y.O.U

Everything about you makes me happy.

You mend my broken heart,
you overlook my past and my condition
and you stayed by me through my darkest moments.

I think I'm falling for you ):

-

I was supposed to go shopping with the girlies today
but I didn't.
Don't ask, just don't

There's nothing to blog.
So byebye

2008-08-25T09:51:00.003-07:00

When I think of you,
I would have to remind myself
that if you wanted to be with me,
You would.

-

I'll do better by se7en is seriously depressing.
And now that I'm upset , I feel even worse after listening to it.

-

'I'm loving you'
I can't believe those words anymore
They've suddenly become lies

'I'm missing you'
Those words echo I'm screaming out to the sky

Why am I smiling at you like the day we first me?
When I turn around, I'm sad once more

If I must be in pain I'll endure it all
When I become weak and want to lean on you I
'll try to endure it If I have to throw it away
I'll try to through it all away
Including the last of my pride

The memories I can't erase mean nothing
Could this be a dream? I try to gather my thoughts
And look at my withered album
It's showing me that I was once happy
We said that there wasn't another love like ours
But I can't call you anymore If I have go through this pain
I'll endure it all

When I become weak and want to lean on you
I'll try to endure it If I have to throw it away
I'll try to through it all away
Including the last of my pride
Countless times I've poured my soul out
Is it my turn to be comforted?
If it's not then I'd rather forget you

I want to act like I'm insane
And shout out for my love
Among all the dolls I want to remind it to remember me
But I won't ask for it to wait for me
When it approaches again, I'll try to accept it
If I could start over on another day
Then with all of my heart I'll say the first words I want to say

Is this enough to tell you that you mean so much?

-

Tamar is sucha sweetheart.
He makes me happy all the time [:
What I'd do without you here?

Dinner with Bahab, Vaule, Tamar!, Kevin, Monica, Ben, Daniel and Sacha.
Freaking awesome people, I swear ^^v

-

I love reading Fanfics.
It makes me feel less bored /:
But Tamar thinks I'm insane.
And he's worried that when school starts,
I wouldn't want to be his friend anymore.
Awww dufus! Of course , I'll still be your friend ^^v

2008-08-23T06:44:00.005-07:00

Before I start blogging , I shall show you guys my wants :D
HAHAHHA [:
*blinkblink*

TVXQ Tote Bag <3

TVXQ Forever Love Verite Necklace

U-know Yunho's Inspired Aviators

But the Aviators damn ex la!

50+ lehh.

Just cause it's Uknow Yunho's Inspired.

Geez , they really know how to cheat fans' money ]:

Esp mine!

But I really want it.

So I shall starve for days and save up [:

Okay maybe after my concert ^^v

Cause I want to buy the shirt and Eco-bag [:

Damnit cute la :D

I got nothing to blog for now.

Oh wells.

My birthday is coming ^^v

Which means school . Ewzzzz

It's been ages since i last used my brain /:

No , I'm not kidding.

2008-08-22T04:23:00.003-07:00

It's vitty's birthday today! [:

Soooo....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VITTY! <3

Saranghae [:

I bet you had fun today without me...... :O
HAHA anw you're 16 now.
Ruckyyy youuu
May all your wishes come true ! :D

Wohhhoooooo (:

Lubchu!

-

Everyone knows it was you
When I was worn out and tired from loneliness
You, the person who laughed and sometimes cried
And was always there next to me.

I'll be there by Tvxq

-

This is the part where I'll say 'What I'd do without Mel'
):
Zank you dearest! for always being there for me.

-

I shall go watch my dramas now.
and wallow in self-pity )':

2008-08-21T07:01:00.005-07:00

My heart is still struggling to return to that long night
The promise I made that early morning has become a lie and I can't go back
Our shadows are starting to move back to those days
~~You know that I'm still waiting for you~~

Another day
Another night
But our future is going nowhere
Now Living without your love I can still picture your shaking shoulder
For now, my destiny is depressing

I want to forget your eyes, your tears, and sighs
Each day I take off the ring I cannot let go, still hiding my feelings
My mind wants to shout, to send one last message
You know that
my heart's beating for you

Another way
Another lie
I believed in fate innocently
But Living without your love
We had to go back, but I still wanted to hold your hand
My destiny is fading with memories

Together, we can overcome winds, waves, and clouds
If it can happen, give me one more chance
I want spread my wing and fly over time

Another you
Another me
Would we have the same feelings if we were born again?
So living without you and me
Meeting you in my dreams is enough, it's enough for me
Let it take away the pain...

Another day
Another night
We're both walking on our own paths
Now living without your love
I can still picture your shaking eyelids
For now, my destiny is depressing...

My destiny by Tvxq

-

You make me feel so rotten...

-

I met a couple of friends for dinner.
Funny people , I must say.

And one of them is hot!
He's american btw plus he loves biking
And his face just got smashed due to biking.
So coool <3

HA HA okay I shall watch my drama now ^^v

2008-08-20T06:12:00.003-07:00

I'm watching Women in the sun nowwww
Wahlaooo , I hate stupidd jiyeong k!
She's so annoying la.
Geez , not to mention , full of shit too.

-

But on a lighter note , Az got my Yunnie necklace alr [:
And she will give it to Chagiya who will then ship the things to me along with the book[:
So yay me!
P.s I saw it already! It's so niceee ahhhh

I'm annoyed by this lowso forum ]:<
Not Yunho-sshi of course.
I mean like ughhhh I want to cekik that person until she mampos , you know.

I want a BANC watch and hoodie ):
But it's wayy to expensive.
I'm very poor , you know.
But seriously , it's expensive.
The watch alone cost like $50.
And hoodie , $136
But it's hotstuff!

So IMAGINE that ?
But my yunnie has oneee...
Rellow colourrrr..
So should I be stupid and buy it ?
No , I ~~should~~shouldn't.

cause fandom is BAD /:

-

I'm praying with my fingers crossed that I'm one of the 50fans ):
Because if you're one of them , you get to spend time with the stars.
Like one-on-one kinda thing.
And you get to be 5cm away from Naked TVXQ
HA HA HA I'm sucha pervvvvv >.<

I think I'll prolly faint at the sight of yunnie's sweaty bodyy
Ahhhhh~ ^^v

Okkkk, I shall go to bed now.
Well , at least after watching my Fated to love you :D

--

Nat loves Big east more than Red balloons~
Cause red ballons pissed me off ~

Oh! I realised it's not Taeyon unnie that i like
It's Jessica Jung(L)
Ahh my pretty pretty unnie ^^v
Fancam of youuuuuu <3

2008-08-19T06:37:00.006-07:00

My tiger-tooth babypupuzz HA HA I want this one NOW! ):
In the process of becoming a man (:

And now , He's in the process of getting married to me :D

I WANT MR.JUNG NOW !!!!

My maid almost got sacked in the morning /:

While we were having breakfast, she gave me yogurt.

And yogurt= skimmed milk = Nat's alleregic to it.

So I didn't realise it , too thirsty alr.

After drinking it , wl my face like rotten tomato ):

And I had asthma attack D:

Thank god , I didnt die *wipes sweat on forehead away*

But she's forgiven :D

People make mistakes once in awhile ^^v

Woah , I feel so deep HA HA HA

Okay , my blog too boring alr /:

So expect real life piccazzz soon ^^

(When I find my cable :P)

Woohoooo Red balloons ~

Gah , I'm so random

Rice.

I want rice

Because rice makes me happy all the time.

But rice won't look at me now D:

Because Rice has fallen for someone else ):

So now , rice makes me sad D:

SO WHO WILL MAKE ME HAPPY THEN ?

No one. yes , no one

2008-08-18T10:47:00.002-07:00

Mrs.Jung says Hello ^^v

I am on the verge of killing someone. ):<
Phoosh.
But I shall not let her get in the way of my happy little life :D
So yay me!

Okay let's see.

EVERYONE , i mean EVERYONE, keeps asking me how am I ?
So I shall answer them now ^^v

1. Nat is bored to DEATH
2. I lost 4kg in 1 and half weeks (It's a good/bad thing)
3. I play the playground almost EVERYDAY
4. Watch videos!! Not Changmin's type of vid , of course :D

Oh yeah , I want to thank my favourite k-pop friend for always helping me with sigs, wallpaper, banner and importing stuff :D
HA HA i love you many many many x10000000

And I will TAKE fancams for you:D
And if there's like fan metting kinda thing.
I will not hesitate to have heechul's autograph.
plus making sure that I frame it / laminate or whatever it takes to make it last forever
HAHHAAA and I shall give it to you ^^v

Awesome ? yess...

Okiie , I need to sleep NOW
Yes now!
Since I have breakfast with the people in the morning /:

Oh I've finally saw my concert tix!
Front row , as promised.
When I held it , i was hyper-ventilating.
It's like I couldn't believe my eyes that I'm actually going to meet Yunho LIVE
I know some of you would prolly think 'she's just overreacting' or 'show-off'
But no , I really felt like that.
Because my mother never allows me to go for concerts.
So you see, I missed out quite a few. Like Linkin park , Singfest, Nic teo ):

Anw , everytime when I see dong bang boys sing individually
I tend to skip yunho's.
I know he doesnt really sing well
So I tend to skip his in order to prevent myself from being disappointed xD
I mean like you knoww....

I love Yunho alot
In fact , it's an obsession.
Yes, I know ): itzzz bad bad bad /:
But I'm a lonely person.
So I resort to fandom ):
Nono , this is no joke D:

I WANT A YUNHO TEE!!!!
I WANT IT SO BADLY!!
D:
I WANT IT MORE THAN I WANT ___.

Because Yunho doesn't break hearts like __ does D:
Well , he loves all of his fans. (:
So I'm fine with it.

I like the SMtown concert in Korea.
I see alot of Half naked boiboizzz! Wooohooo!~
And their boxes , branded goods ahhh!
Don't play play! :D
Yunnie wore Hilfiger (?)
Jae wore Skins (?)
and some CK which I sawwwww on other people........

Ohhh there was one concert , Yunnie wore PINKIE CK boxes.
So kawaiii ahhh D:

Gosh , I sound like a perv
Okay , I shall stop now
And I shall go to bed and dream about Yunnie marrying me :D

HA HA HA

Toodles world :D
Don't forget to come to my wedding.
I'm getting married ^^v

Mahera!
You're not allowed to take my hubby away
HE also don't want you ahh
HE has only me in his eyes and heart :D
HAW HAW HAW

I'm so funny -.-"

2008-08-16T02:38:00.005-07:00

Okay okay.

For Smtown Live'08, they're going to perform 40 songs.
since it's a 5hours concert.
And have dance battle among the stars.
I think they're Uknow Yunho, Xiah Junsu, Taemin, Hyohyeon, Euunyuk etc.
So yay me !

Here's the list of those who wants fancams and pictures:
1. Lydia (Fancam of suju, Pictures of Kibum)
2. Acelyn (Fancam of all , i think(?) esp Heechul)
3. Nurul (Fancam of DBSK, Pictures of Hero)
4. Amy (Fancam of Yunho)
5. Hj (Fancam of DBSK, esp Xiah, Pictures Of Xiah)
6. Suyeong (Fancam of Micky yoochun and SHINee, dance battle)
7. Audrey (Fancam of BoA)
(Well , i think she did mention she wants one)

Gahh , so many Fancams..

Okay , for other bands I can try and help. Like Suju and SHINee and BoA.

I'm amazed that no one wants SNSD.
But I will still take.
Cause my taeyon♥ is in it!

Okay here's the deal , For DBSK fancams.
Well , you guys should know that I'm a big fan of theirs
and of course yunnie ♥
As bitchy as it may sound, first priority will be given to him.
Because he IS the reason why I' travelling to another country for the concert.

But I will try to take fancams of the whole group(:
Maybe ask Ella to help me with that too ^^v

It's still weeks away and everyone's already asking me to do all this.
And also Soompiers /:
Who banned me cause I refused to ship things over to them /:

For Yunho lovers like me , I will definitely take fancams of his dance battle
and everything that has him (:

But I hate sharing so I won't really share pictures with you guys :P
Sorropoks.
I will most prolly put my name on the pic like how I used to.

Okay , I shall go have dinner now ^^v

2008-08-15T12:58:00.003-07:00

It's like 5:05 in the morning.
And yes, Nat's not asleep yet.
And no, I'm not watching any dramas D:

I just can't fall asleep ):

An hour long talk with suyeong (?), my new friend, over on the phone.
We were talking about our own stuff.
Woah, she IS a lonely kiddo ):

HA HA maybe I shall think of an English name for her.
It's so difficult to pronounce her name D:

She's my new gugu friend ^^v

Hm nehmind , Nat unnie will keep you company kk?
(she calls me unnie, HA HA )

I want a 'I love Yunho' tee.
I don't care if you made it at queesway for like 10 bucks or whatever.
I really want it ):
And I will most certainly love whoever who is willing to get me that ^^v

It looks like this ^^

I wouldn't mind if it's white and the heart's red.
And no, I don't want 'I love Nat'.
I want ' I love Yunho' !!
Gah , I want it so badly D:
It will be good if someone will do it for me before my concert *blinkblink*

CHAGIYAAAAA *blinkblink*
LYDIAA *blinkblink*
ANYONEEEE*blinkblink*
-

So I realised that I'm into shirts nw.
Self-designed.
Once I figure out where the hell I can make tees.
I'll make like hell alot ^^v
just for me (:

So no more MNG, Topshop, Zara & Miss Sixty
They're too common alr :D
I'm gonna start wearing shirts now :D
Woohooo! ^^v

Ohoh Lydia and I have decided to audition for SMent 2 years ltr (:
Cause then I'll be 18 and she'll be 19(:
It will be better cause we don't have to , you know, drop out school and stuff
Like the By2 twins. HA HA
they so kawaii neh (: HA HA HA

My dream to be a Mrs.Jung will come true soon
And I want to meet Kang Hodong :D
I want to have dinner with him and his wife.
And of course , I want yunnie to be featured in my mv :D
And lydia obviously wants her Kibum! HA HA HA

Okay, I shall go sleep now.
It's sat :D
I can go out and play

-

I HATE DBSK NEW HAIR CUT.
EVEN YUNNIE .
IT'S BAD D:
THEY LOOK OLDER AND WEIRD.
I KNOW CASSOPEIA(?) IS GOING TO KILL ME FOR THIS.
BUT LET IT BE.
I WANT YUNNIE TO GROW HIS DAMN HAIR
BECAUSE IT MAKES NATASHA AKA MRS.JUNG ANGRY.

-

My new name:
NATASHA NURTIARA JUNG JIYOOL
Got korean name kk! (:
Cooliozxzxz yo!

2008-08-15T11:15:00.006-07:00

OH MY GOD.

I fell off my chair when I saw this pics in soompi. /:

With my new account .Sshhsh.

Don't tell anyone D:

I never lie. I really fall k

Cher just revived ! ^^v

HA HA funny la she :D

Now I really can't wait for Shanghai one ^^v

2008-08-14T10:57:00.002-07:00

Natasha is a very very happy girl.

Hah , so I finally went out to play (:
Which was awesome :D

I got to play the swing near my house.
Swing= all-time favourite! <3
Maid had to push me , cause I can't swing it myself >.<
So embarrassing la

Oh and I did vandalize govt property. HA HA
I wrote my initial, 'N', on the playground slide :D
Like font Size 8 kinda thing. Eh it's quite bigg.

And I made a new friend ^^
My neighbour, I think.
Since she's playing arnd there.
But she's very sick so she can't go out and play often
And she's wheelchair bound

So now I have a new friend :D
And she loves DBSK too.
And no, it's not my yunnie.
She likes Yoochunie ((:

So I'm gonna learn to play Proud by TVXQ on the piano.
For my special sick friend (:
So that she will get well :D

She's 14 btw :D
But hey, age is just numbers right

-

It made me realised that I'm just gonna be like her sooner or later.
And the way I see her in pain , pains me D:
It's like she's suffering alone.

Am I really gonna be like that ? ):

-

I'm going completely insane thinking about you every second.
Ugh , I hate feeling this way.
And the fact that you're not within my reach,
makes it even more unbearable D:

I feel upset, angry and hurt but it doesn't matter anymore.
It doesn't.
Because I know that I can't always get everything I want.

So you know what I'm gonna do ,
I'm gonna play the SWING tmr and be a happy girl
eating Ice cream and get into mischief.
Because daddy isn't home. (:
And I have money to spend :D
and a maid to be my partner in crime
HAW HAW HAW

Yay , just thinking about the things I'll do tmr
makes me excited alr :D

-

Talking to Hj and mel makes me happy as well.
Esp Mel. She makes me happy.

I'll play Loving you by TVXQ when I get back okay.
Cause you deserve that song :D
Considering you've been there for me.
I love you , my gugugu friend ^^
you shall be the first person who will hear me playing that song (:

I'll practice very very very extremely hard for you :D
It's a promise ^^v

2008-08-12T10:43:00.002-07:00

I'm meeting this man on the 13sept in Shanghai ^^

-

I'm finally well now
And I'm allowed to run around like a little child.
Or better yet, allowed to go out and play.

I've decided to vandalize govt property ^^
AHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
righttt.... like as though I dare to.

D:

2008-08-10T21:11:00.003-07:00

Loving you .

When we arrived at that station, you aren't my girlfriend anymore
While walking a little slow, you search for the words to say

It's alright even if you don't say anything till the end
Looking at the face alone would make me understand
The thing I have been waiting for is coming near

You used to be my side , laughing all the time
But you're a faraway now
and I won't be able to meet you again for a second time

Loving you , your hand that I've held onto
Loving you, It's slipping away
Loving you , the warmth of your hand
Loving you , I'll remember..

My heart that hoped to protect you
What was it pushing on
Your heart is closing in and I couldn't even realize it

Now, it's even more hard to say.
I want to see your smile more than anything.
So far away ..
I wanted to make you smile once more

Loving you, your hand I was holding
Loving you, I looked at your finger
Loving you, only night but in the gentle breeze
Loving you, it was glowing

As if we can meet again tomorrow
I hope you keep looking back
Before what we saw together
Now became a memory

Loving you, your hand I was holding
Loving you, is getting farther

Loving you, only you

Loving you, I wanted
Loving you, that smiling face

Loving you , I had a dream
Loving you, only night with a gentle breeze
Loving you, it was glowing

Loving you, I had a dream..

-

You're the reason why I'm fighting hard and being strong right now.
You're the reason why I'm not going to say goodbye.

-

Aigooo ~
I think I prefer TVXQ Ballad songs (:
Depressing , yes
But somehow, it makes me calm HA HA HA
Yunnie looks so cute being sad
It's like he seems to be in pain and... ugh.. tired /:
SM really pushed my boys to the very end >):

Emma! ; The lady was so happy when I left __ this morning -.-
She made me realised that my singing is REALLY BAD /: *ouch*

Fine, I shan't sing anymore. FOREVER AND EVER amen.
AHAHAHA

I'm deprived of rice.
I mean like the Rice rice .. grain ones (??)
HA HA yes ):
Korea rice taste like ewz.
And china rice , well let's not get me started on that /:

WO YAO XIN JIA PO FAN (?)
Is my mandarin improving ? or is like wrong ? -.-"

ANIHOOS , my dad left for China ytd night ):
Thus , I'm here ALONE with my annoying maid.
But yet, no matter how irritating she is.
It's like when I had a fever and was really sick,
She took care of me through the entire night.
Neglecting her meals and sleep, plus making me her first priority ):
What I'd do without her ? ):

Ohh I learnt a new Korean word: Bogoshipo!
Means : I miss you (:

NATASHA IS AWESOME , YES ?

HERE ARE SOME WHICH I KNOW :D

An nyong hi-ka sye yo: Goodbye :D
K wen chan na yeo: It's okay :D
Shikoro! : Shut up HAHHAHA often used on my maid :P

Okay enough for now :D

I shall go watch my dongbang boys now (:

2008-08-07T19:29:00.003-07:00

WAHHHHH~

yunnie is so niceee :DDD
Okay so I watched OTM,ATR Dbsk special.
It was awesome to see the boys do some charity work
Even though I know that it's a gimmick and stuff
But still!
I love yunnie many many~

Damnit /:
Staying at home is so boring D:
can die one okay

This may seem a little Racist D:
But I have to let it out my chest D:
So sorry D:

Uh I think Koreans are way better than Chinese.
No offence to China people.
China people spit everywhere D:
Gross shit k D:

My mom says that Traffic lights are just for show.
I agree with her on this D:
The car will just drive even if it's red light D:
IMAGINE THAT!

Omgz , thank god I'm in Korea D:
At least they follow traffic lights.
And don't really spit EVERYWHERE.

Sigh.

I miss Xin Jia Po D:

2008-08-07T01:09:00.002-07:00

Omg , I swear U-know's hot stuff.

His solo performance (ltr part of the vid) was awesome :D

HAHAHAHA I'm so bored here that I can I actually die D:

Woahh , I didn't know I that I wrote Yunnie's name EVERYWHERE! HAHAHHAHAHAHA

2008-08-06T06:58:00.006-07:00

I am on the verge of dying from boredom during SS.
We just finish some pointless 'ASEAN helps prevent transnational terrorism' essay.
Ms Ng proceeds with going through our test papers using the visualizer.
She flashes someone's paper.
She turns to sources B and C.
And before anyone else does, i notice that in the tiny corner lies scribbles resembling the words 'dbsk!' and 'yun-ho'.
I smile to myself knowing that it was written by someone thousands of miles away.
I then realize how much i miss Nat.

Free period Art/F&N was...empty without you.

2008-08-06T00:13:00.003-07:00

Pretty Imges of my dear U-know

Self-cam

-

Alrighty.
There's no doubt that I'm missing my Xin jia po friends.
So let's not touch that subject.
It's very sensitive. ):

Anyway , Talked to Genna (:
My Yunho-sshi admin :D
She told me that Yunho looks really awesome REAL LIFE!
And that pictures don't do him justice D:
OMGGG NOW I CAN'T WAIT FOR SMTOWN CONCERT!
WOOOHOOO~
Red balloons~~~~

I got my tix alr.
It's with Ella :D
Yeahhhhhhhhhhhh

Messaged Hazirah.
Fuck , I miss her so much
I love you , B. <3

Okay , I shall go sleep now.

Down with a fever D:

Lubchu all (L)

2008-08-04T04:25:00.005-07:00

I think Yunho damn funny la.

Saranghae(L)

Wah damn pissed off.

I can't even view GIF pics here ?

WTffffffffffffff

I want my xanga D:D:

Okay , I feel like my blog is so dead.

And I'm missing Xanga very much D:

Anyway , my previous post doesn't make any sense D:

HAHAHA I went for my medical check up today.

And they did blood test.

I was scared to death okay ~

When I saw my blood , I was like' my blood is so yummy' (:

HAHAHA, yeah gross i know :P

After that , I went in a shopping spree :D

I mean it was on sale anyway.

Bought like a whole lot of shit.

Oh and their Giordano is like effing huge.
And their collections are thousand times nicer and better than Singapore.
Singapore makes it looks so cheap D:

Anihoos , I'm coming back in Dec for Christmas ^^
Like 1 week or sth
So Chy , get your clubbing outfit ready :D

I want you to want me D:

2008-08-03T08:29:00.002-07:00

Okay , so now I'm in shanghai D:
And there's a whole of shooping spree to be done here (:
I love their miss sixty here. Ultra awesome.

Shopping helps lessen the homesickness~

okay byebye

I'm missing you D:
Very veyr much

2008-08-02T23:25:00.000-07:00

Woopeedoopzx

Back to blogger ):

But I really sayang my Xanga
Oh well , it will be lock for at least a year I guess.

I think I'm homesick ~
And I'm down with a flu.

I miss my chagiya many many D:
No doubt about it.
And not to mention my friends over there D:
I wanna cry alr

-

Okay , let's have a happy happy post!

I did my nails today for like 16$ singapore
Imagine how effing cheap that is ?!!
And I saw quite a lot of hot guys ~ Rawr.
But that doesn't excite me. I wonder why ....

I love Yunho(L)

Ah wells , I'm still not used to blogging here.
So short post for now D:

2008-05-18T03:53:00.004-07:00

Currently listening to: Sarangalee by Ft. Island
This currently one of my fav Kpop band(:
One of them acted in Unstoppable Marriage(drama)
Yeah , I forgot what's his name is but I know he's a year older than I am.

-

Oh okay so the whole day + yesterday , I'm been watching clips of DBSK.
Wl , damn funny okay!
Can't take it pls.
Slept at 4 cause the clips were really amazing.

Anyway , I'm very bored.
And am scared for tuesday's results.
My mom is very confident about me doing well.
But I'm not.
I feel that I didn't do well even though I studied like crap ):
I think i'll prolly fall into depression pls ):

Ah wells , I need to go get ready for dinner :D

Toodles.

2008-05-17T10:14:00.003-07:00

Currently listening to: Ideal Lover by Rainie Yang.

-

Met Chan in the afternoon to get some cupcake things.
Then met baby at Orchard.
Headed to Aunt's house to bake.
But then Cupcake turned out like shiat.
But the taste ain't that bad.
I was very upset.
But you knwwwwwwww!
She said it's the thought that counts.
Sent me home.
Baby carried the cupcake.
And by the time it reached my house ,
Cupcake was all over the place ):
Yucks okay!
Sighhhhhhhhhhhh ]:

Anyway , Happy Birthday Tessa(:
You will get to see the shitty cupcakes soon ):
I really did try my best k ):
But still turned out like shiatz.
Oh wells.

Goodnight.

2008-05-16T01:21:00.003-07:00

It's officially been a year since she left me.
And It's officially been a week since you talked to me.
Can we end this cold war already?
Cause it's getting pretty lame. /:

-

You know you claimed that someone is pathetic when she can't get over her past love. And that how you always bitched about her saying how annoying it gets when she kept brooding over her ex-lover but have you ever be in her shoes and actually understand her current position. No, you don't. Exactly. So what gives you the right to open your fatty big mouth ? Yes, you have no right at all. So please , think about it. She really loves her okay. And I truly understand how she feels. But you don't , you see. You think it's easy trying to get over someone. Well , let me tell you that it's not! UGH. So please stop assuming things. Gosh!

-

Last day of Adam Khoo's thingy. Wahh , I'm gonna miss Gary Lee. He's damn funny la pls! Tsktsk. Can't stand it. And trust me , his jokes aren't that stupid. (:
Anyway , I'm off to playing games. Toodles.

2008-05-15T03:02:00.001-07:00

Run while there's still time for escape , love.

-

Study camp/self-awareness wasn't that bad!
I actually had fun listening.
Although Gary wasn't as funny as Danny , I still think he isn't too boring.
And he really loves his former secondary school , which was SA.
HA HA funny man.
He kept talking about SA laaa!.
And he honestly hates ACS boys. Tsk Tsk.
He claimed that it's a SA boys thing.
Oh please.
Three word : Get a life! .

I sat with LeeSokhui (:
Yeap.
And beside me was Rilhvana.
HA HA She's damn funny can! Tsk

I'm planing to say toodles to my Xanga.
Since some dumbfcuks are reading it.
Yucks.
The thing is that they don't even like me pls.
And still , they're interested in reading my blog ?
Retards pls.

-

Everyone needs a 2nd chance.
So why aren't you giving one to me ? ):
Don't you love me anymore ?
Hmm

Love ,
Nat!

2007-12-22T15:54:00.000-08:00

Currently listening to : Daite Senorita by Yamapi

Watched National Treasure 2 ytd.
It was a good show.
I assume that there's gonna be a part 3
Cause hmm watch it and you'll understand me.

When for lunch at uh i don't know where
Daddy wanted to go there.
Gosh , i had to wake up rather early k
Then we went to singtel to get momma's new phone
and my new number.
yeah , i'm changing my number.
Got myself a new Samsung Phone.
But i didn't like it.
Even though it's sexy and it cost 300plusplus
So i'm giving it to my mom.
Besides , she knows that my Sony Ericsson phone means so much to me (:
It has alot of my stuff and everything
so hell no am i gonna change it.

Then sent me home.

So here i am , blogging.
Going for drums later.

Oh daddy bought me a new cyber-shot cam
Sexy pink yo!

Leaving for Singapore this monday.
coming back on 1st jan.
So miss me yeah! (: Hhehe
I'll bring back millions of stuff for you guys!

2007-12-20T21:00:00.000-08:00

Flavor of life by Utada Hikaru is the shit man!
Yeah i think it's a really sweet jap song.
Hmm

Hari Raya Haji today.
It was rather okay to hang around with my cousins.
Lydia came like super late.
And uh i'm sorry that i won't be able to make it for your sweet 16 k
I'll be away alr luh.
Nurul and i were like drooling over Jap and korean guys!
HA HA Yamapi is mine and Oguri is yours k!
Ohoh i made her watch Xman( Korean game show)
And she was shocked to know that Eun Hye And Kim Jong Kook are attached.
Tsk Tsk
So much of being a Korean Dramas fanatic huh ?
Heh!
Then we pretty much talked about the shows we've watched.
Especially Hana Yori Dango!
Oh god , Matsumuto Jun is Woah!
Peekzturezx will be up on my Xanga
Cause this blog is meant for my nonsense only (:

Fcuk , everything is taking too long.
I'm scared.

Here's my Christmas wish : To be healthy and stay alive.
God , will you help me fulfil this wish pls ?

2007-12-18T16:53:00.000-08:00

Okay well , I've abandoned my Xanga for the time being.
Hmm I feel that i need to get myself prepared for the worst.
Thanks Mel , Red , Yana and whoever who knows about the thing.
I really appreciate what you've done for me.
For the first time i felt that i've more than just 5 true friends.
I guess you guys shouldn't worry about me luh.
Besides , my mum has arranged the appointment for me in Korea(:
She said everything is gonna be alright as long as i'm okay with it!
In fact , after i'm done with my treatment
I can come back to singapore (:

And no , i'm not depressed over my condition.
I feel that it's a need for me to know the feeling of loneliness.
in case anything goes wrong there.

Hmm my mom's getting so stressed up over me.
She's too scared of the outcome.
HA HA oh pls , I'M THE MOST COURAGEOUS GIRL on earth!!
And i'm not gonna be sad over a setback (:
Like i said before , i get what i want! (:
And i want to live , so god will let me live :D

I feel that for the time being , i should blog here.
Since , this blog has a lot of my precious thoughts written.

I'm gonna stop here now!

Much Love.

2007-12-17T18:12:00.000-08:00

Oh goodness!
I miss this blog so much ):
I can't believe i left this blog for Xanga.
All those memories.
What was i thinking ?
Oh right , i wasn't thinking at all.

Anyway , i was reading all my previous posts.
when i realised that i've grown so much over the years.
Not too mention my english(:
HA HA trust me when i was in pri school , it was worst than now. Tsk Tsk
And those days when i was in love
Now when i read it , i felt so stupid.
Oh gosh , it was so embarrassing!
I can't believe i was so naive.
When i reminisced those days , i was laughing to myself.
Those innocent days when i don't know what love was.
Until now , i don't really understand what love is.
HA HA HA
But those were great moments though
It felt like a rollercoaster ride.
Those ups and downs which i had to go through

The reason i blog here is because i just felt like it.
Maybe i shall keep this blog alive.
And throw all my emotions here :D
I doubt anyone reads here anymore
since i've moved to Xanga (:

I wanna scream out loud!
Trying to get to someone who would listen.

There's something wrong with me.
As in not emotionally but physically.
And i really need to confide to someone.
Someone trustworthy
I used to have that someone.
But i guess i've lost her
I really hope a miracle will happen.

2007-03-31T13:20:00.000-07:00

I've moved !!!
Relink me.

www.xanga.com/NatashaNurtiara

Thanks : DDDD

2007-03-30T20:40:00.000-07:00

Wht are we suppose to do when everything goes wrong ?

I hate today , i seriously do.
I mean like how wld EVERYONE feels if the person they never thought will hurt them ,
actually did hurt them ?
Fcuk my grammar right now.
I'm so lazy to think.
I just wanna blog.
Even if it's damn crappy.

I'm just angry
and i hate today.
I just do.

Do you knw how much i hate you right now ?
Oh wow , so you're pissed at me because i asked her ?
Wtf.
Wht so i can't ask to clarify my doubts ?
Whtever to you.
Don't you think it's ridiculous for you tobe angry with me over that ?
She's a friend for goodness sake.
And now you're telling me , she's more important ?
Wht the hell is wrong with you ?
Maybe you shld just grow up , my friend
Uh , whtever la.
i think i'm too tired for this.
We'll just see wht happens next.

I'm totally prepared for the worst.
I don't care.
I think i' wasting my tears on you.
I mean like i've never felt THIS worse before.
Omg , do you knw how much i hate you right now ?
I hate you so much that no words cld describe it.

and i'm so not being petty.
So not.
i'm not jealous too.
In fact i don't even knw why i care about this whole thing ?
uhhhh.

2007-03-26T17:50:00.000-07:00

Hiiiiiii (:

I decided to blog sth.
Cse like yeah.
Today was okayyy , i guess.
I think mmhs , i'm a happy girlie.
Just happy , not very happy.
HAAHAHAHAH ,

I got a new turtle !
And i love it to the max ok
Damn cute pls.
It has a ribbon on its head ! ZOMG !!
HEEEEEHEEEEEE.

I shall end here (:
I love today <33

2007-03-24T16:15:00.000-07:00

I WON'T REALLY BE UPDATING MY BLOG NOWADAYS.
I NEED TO PREPARE MYSELF FOR MY EXAMS.
SO YEAH.
MAYBE AFTER THAT I'LL MAKE MY BLOG ALIVE OR STH.
SO YEAH.
TOODLES <3

AND KEEP TAGGING KKKK.
I DON'T WANT IT TO BE COMPLETELY DEADDDDDD
HEH : D
MONDAY IS 260307.
HEH !

2007-03-18T12:35:00.000-07:00

If we were a movie,
You be the right guy,
And i be the bestfriend
That you'll fall in love with
In the end we'll be laughing
Watching the sunset(:

-

Hiiiiiiii(:

I think blogger's cocked up.
I wanna change to Xanga.
But i don't knw how to use. Heh
It's so complicating.
Bleahhhh.

Amath tuition ltr.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
Aww man , i haven't done my coursework
And i left my papers in school
How Smart !
Shitshitshit
I'm screwed K.

Ok , i'm lazy to blog.
Toodles sexayyes !

2007-03-16T17:40:00.000-07:00

I'M SCREWED /=
Don't ask.

Today , i went to Chynaaaaaaa's house
Hhahah.
It was fab.
I got to watch my girl episode 14 (:
1 more episode and i'm done , baby !
Wooohoooooo
I'm bored.
Okay fine , i'm always bored.
And there's never a time when i'm not bored.
Well , actually there is a time when i'm neverrr
Bored !
It's when i'm watching my girl orrrrr......
HAHAHHAHA something : P
Kk , i'm done.
I'm off to doing Amath hmewrk now.
Toodles sexayyes ! : DDDD

2007-03-15T17:20:00.000-07:00

Hiiiiiiiiiiiii (:

I had so much fun today.
And a lil bit tired right now. Heh
Vivo-ed with Bestie (:
And it was a blast.
Ahhahahahhaah.
We played the playground : D
So fun pls.
Wheeeee
Was suppose to follow Vk to cut her hair
but mom says no. Damnit.
So wht pls.
So yeah.
Then She says ok to go out after i pangseh Vk.
Wthhhhhh
Anihoos , Camwhore is loveeeeeeeeeeee
And i needa start mugging luh.
Have been so so lazyyyyyyy this few days.
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
Well , thanks to dance !!!!
Syf is like super nearrrr
and i'm scared.
I'm scared of screwing up luh.
I screwed Syf two years ago /=
And it Bleaghhhhhh

Ok , i'm done blogging.
Too lazy to blog anywaye.
Hhahahah (:

Toodles sexayyes (:

2007-03-13T15:50:00.000-07:00

Emma , Cheryl & I

Hiiiiiiiiii(:

Emath remedial was bloodyShittttttttttt.
Ask me why ? Nehmindzxz.
I'll tell you why : D
I thought he was going through Indices.
Cse i suckkk at it so so muchhhh.
But Noooooooooo
He did Algebra instead.
Bloodyshitttttttttttt right ?
So i was like uhhhhhhh.
And still do my work
Sat beside Vk(;
And she's one lame asss manxzx.
She called me an Itchy Bitch ! ):
EEEDDDDDDDDIIIIOOOOTTTTTT
Sheesh.
And then while doing my work.
I saw you outside my class.
And it made me happy : DDDDDDD
Hhahaha. Ily ! (:

Before tht met up with cheryl for breakfast.
But i was like 30mins late. Heh !
So blah. Went to serene.
Then saw Vk , syl And Sig.
So eat with them , Actually they waited for us to finish eating cse they ate alr.
Then blahhhh.
Ok , yeah tht's all : D

I'm gonna watch My girl for awhile then sleep
Then ltr in the evening or sth , i'm gonna go for a run : D

Toodles

2007-03-12T10:35:00.000-07:00

Thanks a whole lot , my friend.
I Just Hate You So Much

Here's sth between Vk and I .

Vk ; Too much to bury inside. says:
wht ? i cant fight your battles

Natasha <3 You're Pretty Much My Favourite <3. says:
But you can help ?

Vk ; Too much to bury inside. says:
I helped you enough dont you think ? , i got you to where you dreamt you would be

-

She's right , very right. I shld do this on my own. Vk can't always be there for me. She has a life too. And i appreciate it so so muchhh. Thanks for everything(: you're sucha great friend to have.
And you're worth more than any hotttt girls in school : DDDD Loves <3

2007-03-11T10:45:00.000-07:00

Hhaha. Hello (:

Kayyy , i got good news for myself (:
My parents gave my privilages back to muaaa : DD
Okay fine. Not all. But still some (:
I can still use the laptop , watch teevee and blahblah
But certainly no shopping for me. naah-uh.
But i kinda feel super duper guilty.
My mommy didn't exactly scold me k.
Instead she was like " As long as you reedeem yourself , i'm fine "
And she said she wanted to buy me CarloRino Handbag (:
But i said no to it. Even though i wanted it so so muchhhh
I said buy me after Mid-year exams are over.
And she was like yeah.

Anywaye , I think I need braces.
Butbutbut.
Braces cuts tongue (:
If you get wht i mean : D
Heh !
I'll think about it luh.
I'm boredzx.

Maybe i shall stop here.
Toodles sexayyes.

2007-03-10T15:30:00.000-08:00

Hello(:

My daddy loves me.
I did lose my privilages.
But i still have my daddy's love : D
He allowed me to play the laptop (:
I love daddy so much

Talking to Vk (:
She's funny. Very funny.
And she's a happy girlie (:
Cse sthsth happened ytd right ? I knwwww.
HAHAHAHAHAAH.
And she's my love guru (;
no longer my Emo Poet.
Ok , maybe she will be my emo poet as a part-time thingy.
Heh !
I love Vk.

Ohmygosh , It's March hols luh ):
I'm missing Meanie Person alr ):
And my 3/7's clique DDDDDDD : <
And and other people D :

2007-03-09T21:33:00.000-08:00

I'm Dead.
All my privilages are gone.
My mommy took them away.
They poof just like tht.
They almost took my phone but i begged them not too ):
I'm SCREWED.
Super duper screwed.
S-C-R-E-W-E-D !
Wtheckkkkkkk
I hate myself.

2007-03-08T17:55:00.000-08:00

Hiiiiiiiiiii(:

Kayyy. Cooke House Is The Champion !! (:
Hhehe.
Yeah , we won.
Oh yeahhhhhhhhhh .

Anihoos , went out with 3/7's clique minus tht pangseh-er And also with Lee , Aimin , Shirleen , Audrey , Charmaine, Alyss , Atalia And shen
Yeah , we bowled at Chevrons.
I swear the ball doesn't love me ok.
I mean like i kept getting lousy score lor.
Sheesh !
So yeah.
Then wen to the lobby.
Played the playground with Chyna (:
I swear it was damnit funnnnnn : DDDD
Then went to Jurong East to play summore arcade.
Para-ed , And Stuffs.
Thenthen we played this kiddy thingy.
Hhahaha !
It was damn funny.
Chyna & I was like " ohmygosh , it's so difficult "
Hhahahha.
As in like a joke thingy.
Then while we were playing , Atalia they all came la.
We went there first wht. so yeah.
Then Charmaine took over.
Hhahaha.
You shld have seen the look in her face man
Damn funny.
Chyna and i was like laughing our asses off !
HAAHAHHAHAHAHAHA
Then left ?
Cabbed home , drop chyna at lakeside cse she had ballet.
Yeah , tht's about it.

Anihoos , i'm telling my parents my results today.
I'm pretty sure , it's not gonna be good.
Bleahhh.
I shall stop here.

Toodles (:

2007-03-07T18:45:00.000-08:00

Hiiiii !(:

Kayy . I think during the March hols ,
I'm gonna abandon my baby blog ):
More like i have to pls. Sheesh.

Anihoos , I knw tht for this term
I didn't do well instead i did terrible.
I failed FOUR subjects. For the first time.
I failed like Amath , F&N , Science & E. Humanities.
Yes , i myself got a Heart Attack uh.
Mrs. Tey wants to meet my parents la. Damnit.
So tmrw will be the last day i enjoy myself.
I'm gonna tell my parents tmrw
I'm pretty sure they will get a heart attack.
And i'm dead sure tht i'm gonna get some thrashing from Mommy ):

Wtheckkkk !
Sigh. I need to start mugging.
I don't want to be stupid stupid anymore.
No more slacking luh. I think i've slack enough alr.
Anihoos , Mrs.Tey changed our seats today.
I'm separated from my Nutzzy Cuckkoo Heads uh.
I'm seating with Isabelle Lee. Yes , Ohmygosh right ?
I almost died of a heart attack pls.
But she's nice la.
She caters to me (:
She offered to help me arranged the books under my table (:
So nice right ?. I knwwwww (;

Mt was awesome : D
The Malay and Tamil students had this thingy.
And it was funny (:
I was in Group 8 with Diyanah & Thivyaa.
Thivyaa's funny (:
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH
So we made Muruku and Oneh-Oneh (:
I didn't try the Oneh-Oneh. Didn't Dare.
Tried Muruku and almost puke pls.
Blueak.
It tasted so horrible. yuckziepoos.
Maybe cause it was like half-cooked.
And Vk can still eats it laaaaaaa. Wahlao she got no taste pls.
Sheesh !
Then yeah.
A few days ago , there were conflicts among ppl in our clique.
I think it's half settled.
I swear i got nothing to do with this uhxzx.
Imma good girl : D

Ohoh , Atalia's funny.
Well she just is.
HAHAHAHAHA
She got so shocked just now when i was mmhs , sthsth
Yeah ,
Aiyooooo
Well , tmrw , i'll be going out with the sexayyes to bowl
But i don't feel like bowling
Cse i suck at it. Seriously
Phoos : /

I think i shall stop here.
I needa revise my Amath.
I need to brush up on my Amath
Since i like failed it.
Rawrrr.

Toodles ~

2007-03-05T19:10:00.000-08:00

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii(:

Kayyy. Today was a total bullassShit , i tell you.
Ask me Why !
Nevermind , i'll just tell you guys now.
I had Amath Test which was suppose to be on WEDNESDAY
But Mr. I don't knw wht says it's today.
Ass right ?
Wtheckkk ! So pissed ok.
Ohmygosh la.
Then While doing the test , i prayed.
Yes , Natasha is finally praying ?
I made an agreement with God.(:
Yes. I really do hope tht God accepts tht agreement : D
So yeahh blahhhhhh

Then we had to go for Netball competition.
It was rather ok.
Considering tht all of us slack and cheer and blahhh
Then I saw Rachel (:
Ohmygosh , yes tht was the word tht came out from my mouth.
Hhahhaha
Don't ask (:
So after tht went home with Vk , Beats , Em & Lee (:
Vk and Em pangseh us -.-
So Beats , Lee & I took 157 and went to coro
To buy Bubble tea.
Then we ate nuggets at don't knw wht shop.
And we talk.
Talk talk talk. Yeahhh
Parents fetched.
Then home

I'm gonna have Amath tuition ltr at 8
Yes , 3 days of Amath.
I'm loving it manxzxz
Weets (:

Anywaye , i shall stop here nowsie (:
Toodles ~

2007-03-04T15:10:00.000-08:00

Heyyyyyyyyyyyyys ! (:

As time goes on we are not alone ,
We live on together and ,
We will find some precious things ,
Sometime we will smile sometime we will cry
Somehow don't forget believing yourself
That tomorrow never dies.

-

I feel deep now.
And I don't knw why ):
Anihoos , Went to meet up with father.
I was dying half the time there la pls.
But until he said sth which touched my heart.
And i felt mmhs , bad about being so mean to him.
Sorry fatherrrrrr .
Thenthen Daddy <3 size="5">B-O-R-E-D !
Ohmygosh , is there like anything which i can do
Tht doesn't make me bored so easily.
I mean Xbox 360 sucks shit pls.
I played once and now i hate it.
It does has nice features but it's like so urghhhh
Nevermind , i shall keep it to myself. heh !

Vk's being annoying /=
Can you imagine Vk being super annoying ?
No right ? but seriously she is ok.
Wth .
She doesn't want to tell me sth i don't knw lor.
And she said she feels like slapping me now ok !
So mean right !!!!
I knw !
Sheesh !
Be nice la ! aiyoooooo
If you ppl don't believe me. I shall post the evidence up ahhh
(The part she said she wants to slap me ! )

Vk ; Just The Sound Of Resplendent. says:
i really feel like slapping you now

See ! So mean right ? I knwwwwwwwwwww..
Hhahahha.
But i still love Vk.
I'm sucha nice person ! heh.
Egoshitxzzxxz : P

I shall stop here luh.
Toodles (:

2007-03-03T13:50:00.000-08:00

HELLLLLOOOOOO (:

Mmhs , my Amath tuition teacher is coming in about 10 more minutes (:
Anywaye , here's this chunk which Vk blog about.
It's about me.
She didn't want to post it but i want : DDDD

Here's the chunk : DD

mmhm , later on Ms Tay wasn't here for SS
so nat followed me to th staffroom to get th PT papers
I didn't want to use th intercom so nat used it
You know what she said that almost made me run out ?
" Goodd Aftern.. , Gooddd Morning [ it was 1+ btw ] , uh Vithya from 3/7 is looking for .. "
OMG . i almost got a heart-attack
the thing is she did it like a sec one or sth D:
I seriously didn't know that she didn't use th intercom before ,
after that i just stood there and said " Did you just do that ?! "
I MEAN SERIOUSLY ! NAT !
NATASHA ! -.-
Goodness /: heh , anyway you should thank me
I made your dreams come true (: Should be happy , HELLO .
You crazy i tell you /:

-

So there you go.
anywaye , i have to go now.
i have tuition like in 10 mins.
Needa get ready alr.
Toodles sexayyes ! : D

2007-03-02T21:30:00.000-08:00

Heyyyyyyyyyyyyy !(:

Blogger doesn't love me anymore ok !
I had to like upload it TWICE !
Because blogger was cocked up just now /=
So angry ok.

Anihoos , learning journey was awesome (:
I love my camera whores so super duper much (:
We camwhore-ed like alot alot ok !
Hhahahahahha !
So fun (:
We went to Singapore River.
It was ok la.
Wasn't even listening to the blahxz.
Was busy camwhoring with my ferocious animal , CHERYL !
And also my emo poet , VK !
I love you guys super duper much

Anihoos , had dance.
It was ok la.
Cause tht mf wasn't there (:
Dinnered with bestie : DDDD
Had so much fun with her.
Daddy fetched.
Home.
So yeah.
Tht's it.
Too lazy to blog so long

Toodles (:

Retards ! I love you guys !
My bodyguards !
The lovelies (:
I'm the shortest /=
I love my hawttt sexayye mommas ! <3

Cheryl loves me !
The people (:
Cheryl !
Vk !
Sly and Mua .

gross shit manxz
I love Carolyn
I love Cheryl ! (:
Vk , Cheryl & Carolyn (:
Siti , Mua , Nad & Mira

I love tht bull !
Retards !
Carolyn and Cheryl
ewwww
I learn how to slack so much from her ! (:

Laughing Mates <3
Beatrice loves me ! <3
The difference in height : D
Suffocating tht statue , i assume (:
Spastic = Love (:

With Love <3
Tifffyyyyy (:
Flasher ! (her not me ok )
Morning walk partner ! <3

Ferocious animal , Cheryl and muaaa (:

2007-03-01T19:50:00.000-08:00

Hello Youxz (:

School today was so urghhhhhhh
But i love the Eng hour part (:
Cheryl , Jerri and I kept imitating the teacher.
Heh ! I feel mean.
But we were faillures for tht part only (:
So blahhh blahhhh blahh,
The rest of the day was just bloody crapp shitxz.

Dance today.
Came super duper late.
Cause i had Amath tuition
Speaking of which Xiao Ying made me so pms-y
Like seriously ok.
I was on the verge of punching her damn face ok
But i decided not to. She actually made me understand matrices ?
Amath thingy , in case you ppl are wondering.
I mean like so i was super patient.
Cause i knw i have to f-ing pass tht damn paper.
Yeah.

Ohoh , i just realised tht
I have the same CarloRino bag as haziiiii <3
But i shall not use it for school
As in school bag ?
Cse like yeah. It's a girl thing : D

Anywaye , hadn't really been feeling great.
But of course , not upset la.
i shall stop here for now.

Toodles (:

2007-02-28T16:30:00.001-08:00

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY , CHERYL !!
You're 15 now.
Older then me ! ?!
Wth.
Hhahahah !
Anywaye , may your wishes come true.
Cause i knw mine did ((:
I love cheryl ! : D

Anihoos , Cheryl got balloons from her darling (:
Everyone thought it was irritating and wanted to burst it.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
Human nature (:
I like the Make A Wish balloon instead of the two hearts.
So i wanted to make a wish
But !!!!!
Vk scolded me ok !
She said why shld i make a wish when all my wishes came true alr
Hello !
Not all ok !
And tht cheryl flasher ahhh , she agreed with Vk pls !
Just because my last yeart birthday wish came true.
Damnit !
Hhahahahahaha
But in the end i still made a wish (:

So during recess ,
Aly and Jerri bought a cakeyy for tht woman (:
Andand after the normal thing /=
All of us put chocs on her face !
Hhahahaha,
Yes , she got sabotage by us : DDDDD
And her uniform plus em was dirty kayyy,
HAHAHAHAAHAHAH

I bought cheryl a gift.
A pretty pretty gift (:
And i love it.
So she shld love it too.
Hhahaha

Toodles (:

2007-02-27T20:25:00.000-08:00

Heyyyyyyyys !(:

I'm a Happy happy girlie today (:
Because I had mud pie ! ! !. Finally : DDD
Andand today was election thingy for Dance ?
And guess wht ? I wasn't happy at all.
Like Wht the fcuk pls ?! Damnit.
Luckily hazirah wasn't there if not she will also be swearing like me ?
I mean like URGHHHHHHH
Hazirahh is sick )':
Rest well , bestie <3
I still love you <333

Anihoos , Malay was awesome (:
Cikgu scolded Shu and I for talking English
So I was like wth ?
Then i talk malay la , then She and Shu laughed ok !
I mean like it's not funny ok ! phoos.
Then Blahblahblah.
So we whispered. In english , of course .
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH (:
I love my shushu.

I'm tired.
And today , i didn't get to have fun with bestie )':
Tht's sad.
I'm rather pms-y right now.
I'm sorry if i start to be angry with anyone.
Give in to me ok (:
Many lovings <3

Toodles (:

2007-02-26T19:55:00.000-08:00

Hiiiii !(:

Ok , i'm blogging for Vk ! So yeah (:

Anihoos , let me give you all sth. It's from Vk : D
I might annoy you ,
You might annoy me ,
I might not show you ,
I may hate you ,
Through it all , I'll always love you .
No matter how much you hate or love me .

-

sweet isn't it ?
Hhahaha.
I love my Vithya Krishnan much much <3
I knw she loves me too ?
she better love me ok ! : DDDD

ok , i'm done.
Toodles (:

2007-02-25T15:28:00.000-08:00

I could tell by the look in her eyes ,
Maybe I'm just one of her lies ,
Cause I know we've been through this ,
So many times ,
Still I'm here though I ,
I'm burning up inside ,

-

Hiiiiiiiiii(:

I NEED TO BE HAPPY !
I SHALL TRY TO WRITE A HAPPY POST(:

Blah , I'm bored.
Watching Korean Drama makes me sad/happy/angry.
Yes , mixed feelings !
But it's nice : DDD
And the actors are real hawtties !. Rawrr.
And they have pretty boys in it !
Pretty boys ok. Woohooooo ((:
I love pretty boys ! <3
But right now , no boys for me (:
I still love someone <333

Anihoos ,
Happy happy post (:
Is this post happy ?
Tell me if it's happy ?

I'm starting to love emoticons
and stuffs tht can make happy faces and all.
It helps me make my post happy.
and hides my sadness away : D
Blahblahblahblahblah.

I'm starting to hate blogging so so much.
Maybe cause i'm lazy ? Yes !
Listening to Stay with me by Danity kane
is making me feel upset.
But no worries , i shall be a happy happy girlie (:

Shushu is making me HAPPY (:
i love shushu.
I knw she loves me too ?
Does she ?
she better love me ok !
oh , and she wants me to link her
and put double hearts beside it
because i said she's powerful !
Hhahahaha !

Okok , to my dearest cousin ,
Don't worry i shall stand by you
even if tht evil witch brain wash ppl
to hate you ok ? (:
lovelove <3

I think i'm done ,
i wanna watch my pretty boy on youtube alr uh
Toodles hunniebunnies (:

2007-02-24T13:54:00.000-08:00

HELLO !

I've been neglecting my baby blog ): I feel mean. Heh !(:

-

Anihooos.

For the past few days or maybe weeks ?
I hadn't been feeling great. Pfft.
But now , i feel a little bit better than before.

BLAHHHHHHHHH

I went for tuition in the morning.
Uh , i think tuition is sucha hassle.
I mean like early in the morning ?
Butbut i was early , in fact the first !
I'm proud of myself ! : DDD
Ok , but i'm the last to leave ?
I was like wth ok . damnit .

School was rather shit nowadays.
I don't really smile unless you ppl made up some corny jokes.
So i'll just laugh to excercise my mouth. Yeah.
Dance was rather urghhh.
Someone's like contradicting herself pls. tsktsk.
And brain washing ppl's mind isn't gonna help much either.
So i would appreciate it if you wld stop brain washing ppl
to stand by you.
That already shows tht you're a coward.Uh
I hate bitching , i seriously do.
It's just not fun and funny anymore.

-

Anywaye , i had dinner with Girlfriend ! ytd.
Heh !
And it wasn't a blast.
But still fun. I guess.
Maybe it's just me.

I think i shall stop here.
I'm not in the mood for anything right now.

Toodles sweetums ! (:

2007-02-21T17:00:00.000-08:00

Does it even matter to you ,
if i'm Upset ?
I don't need your care anymore.
I Just Hate You !

-

Hellooooo Sweet Darlings ! (:

I'll just summarise the whole damn thing -.-

I hate mathhhhh > ; [
I freaking hate it la. Damnit !
So Emma & I Kept yacking during Emath.
And guess wht , He wasn't tht happy. Not like i care or anything
So at the end of the lesson , we handed up our work. Copied.
Uh yeah , And then he saw.
So he asked both of us to explain -.-
And we can't. So yeah. He then nagged.
blah blah blahhhhhh
He asked us to take back our work and do again -.-"
Explain it to him tmrw about our own damn work.
So i was like uh yeah , whtever you say dude. To myself of course.

Anywaye ,

After school , went Macs with the people (:
But Vk wasn't there plus the modern dancers laaaa.
Damnit > ;[
So shu and her gang went there also.
Had a deep talk with Shushu (:
And yeah , i finally open up.
After like days of keeping stuffs which i was unhappy about.
Cried.
Yeahhhhhhhh

Dance tmrwzx : DDDD
Sth i'm looking forward to ?
Oh shittt ! I didn't do the damn reflection .
Arghhhhhhhhhhhh

There's History test tmrw also ;[
And i'm behind assignments.
Natasha has to stop slacking alr uh.
Slack until cannot slack alr pls.
I need to work hard. Sth i keep telling myself ! Heh !
I don't wanna drop out from Through train uhhhhhhh.
Tht's like damn sad la pls.

Oh , did i tell you tht i wasn't THT happy today ?
Don't knw why laaa.
I'm just confused.
And tired.
I'll just sit back and see wht happens next.
If sth bad happens , then let it happen.
I'm sure my heart will heal after some time right ?
No biggy luh.

ohoh ,
I have a confession to make ,
I'm deeply in love with Jesse McCartney <333
But he's damnit attached ? f lah.

Toodles sexy mommas ! (:

2007-02-20T14:23:00.000-08:00

Unlce Alvin's house.

Helloooooo Sexayye Mommas ! (:

I'm feeling super duper ultra happaye.

Ask me why !. Ask me !. Heh !

I'm changing my format of blogging back to last time.

No more long long paragraphs. YUCKKKKK

Anywaye , like i said , imma Happy Girlie today (:

Blahblahblah : DDD

So ytd , went to watch Ghost Rider.

It wasn't a waste of money AND

My precious time , afterall (:
But it freaked me out quite alot. Maybe cause i was

scared of that UGLY demon. UHHHHHHH

Yeah , after tht went home.

Ohoh , did i mention tht i was damn vain ytd ?

I took pictures of myself.
And trust me , it's damn alot la.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA((:

Yeah , i think tht's all.

I'm lazy to blog . (:

Toodles hawtttties !.

2007-02-19T17:40:00.000-08:00

Hellooooooooo Sweetums !(:

Blahzx. Okayyy , so today i went Uncle Alvin's house for CNY.
Thenthen , while i was like eating his dog ran up to me.
So i ran off. And he was like running after me ?
Then my cousins laughed at me. Cousins i barely see ?
Oh wait , i don't even knw their names ? Ahwells.
So i stopped running cse i was tired ?
Practically dying after running around the whole bungalow ?
And when i stoppped , the damn dog stopped ?
okkkk. So i walk like really really slowly.
And it followed me like really really slow ?
My cousins were still laughing their ass offf.
Then i got so pissed tht i was like "hello ! , in case you're wondering , i've never touch a dog for 15 years of my screw up life "
And they shut up. Finally.
Then i slack with mmhs , this girl.
Asked shu to called. She called. For awhile.
After tht , she said she call back ltr. so yeah.
Then Played pool with the peeps.
I lost. >;(
Then went home.
Received hongbaos :D D D D
Ok , so yeah. tht's wht happen today.
Ohoh , watching Ghost Rider ltr : DDDDDDD

Toodles huns ! (:

2007-02-18T16:10:00.000-08:00

I Wish I Was Your Someone .
So That Whenever I'm Alone ,
I Know That I Have You By My Side.

-

I just realised tht i haven't been blogging . I mean like nt blogging everydaye. Maybe cause i'm busy busy. Heh ! I think i've been slacking so much la canzx. I need to go and study study. Natasha needs to be a good girl ! So Natasha Has to stop watching Chinese , Korean , anime Shows ! Cause this shows ROTS BRAIN !

I think i love public holidays ! there's like lots of pretty movies on Channel 5 and also Cheena movies on Channel 8 and other random stuffs on Disney and blahhhxz.

Anywaye , i think i needa go shopping. Seriously.
I just need to spent money. tht's all.
I'm missing someone. very very much.
And that someone is HAZIRAHHH
she left for indonesia alr ! ))':

Blahhhhhzx , I miss melAIAI.
We hardly have time for each other anymore )':
Bitchhhh , imy luhhhhhhh

Ok , i'm tired of blogging. And oh , cheryl ! my reaction wasn't funny ok. I was scared by tht UGLY demon ! uhhhhhhh.

BoA mickey JAPKO ♥ STEAMBOATING ♥♥ says:
i send you this video .
BoA mickey JAPKO ♥ STEAMBOATING ♥♥ says:
its a love story .
BoA mickey JAPKO ♥ STEAMBOATING ♥♥ says:
a sad one .
BoA mickey JAPKO ♥ STEAMBOATING ♥♥ says:
don't have to understand it .
Natasha <3 Let My Heart Sing For You . says:
Okay.
BoA mickey JAPKO ♥ STEAMBOATING ♥♥ says:
you will cry one !
BoA mickey JAPKO ♥ STEAMBOATING ♥♥ says:
HAH !
Natasha <3 Let My Heart Sing For You . says:
i won't.
Natasha <3 Let My Heart Sing For You . says:
i'm STRONG !
BoA mickey JAPKO ♥ STEAMBOATING ♥♥ says:
yes you will .

later on ....

Natasha <3 Let My Heart Sing For You . says:
Omgosh !
Natasha <3 Let My Heart Sing For You . says:
super sad la .
BoA mickey JAPKO ♥ STEAMBOATING ♥♥ says:
told you ~
BoA mickey JAPKO ♥ STEAMBOATING ♥♥ says:
is very sad one .
BoA mickey JAPKO ♥ STEAMBOATING ♥♥ says:
i cried and cried lah ~
Natasha <3 Let My Heart Sing For You . says:
Hhahah. i only cried the last part )':
BoA mickey JAPKO ♥ STEAMBOATING ♥♥ says:
yah ~
BoA mickey JAPKO ♥ STEAMBOATING ♥♥ says:
that is ther part that is the most saddening one .
BoA mickey JAPKO ♥ STEAMBOATING ♥♥ says:
and somebody still say that she wont cry ~
Natasha <3 Let My Heart Sing For You . says:
sorry la. can't control my tears wht. and the song make me more sad la
Toodles sweetums !(:

2007-02-16T21:40:00.000-08:00

I Love My Dancers To The Max ! (:

Last Pose ((:

like always , i'm the retarded one

I Love It When You Call ,

But You Never Did .

-

CHEEENA NEW YEARRRRRRR CONCERTT !!

Blahhhhhh , the concert was damn shitzx la. I messed up ok ! wth. But the costume's not bad ehhh. I love it ! Heh ! the hair part was awesome. I love my pretty pretty long curly wurly hair ! After the performance , we were made to sit at the hall till the end. So we did. I went to my class to say hiiiiiiii ! to my friendsie (: And yeahhhhh.....

Oh , did i mention there was fire drills today ? Wth ok ! I was like doing my hair when it fcuking shit rang ! uhhhh. So i came down , and to see that none of my classmates were there . So i went ot other people's class. heh ! Until they came , then i go lor. Then took attendance and went backkkk to the dance studio to continue. blahblah.

Ok , so yeah. After schhhh , went to EMMA WONG's housie. and watch The Excorsist. Wahlaooo , damn draggy and scary ok. I screamed my lungs out la can ! Then after tht watch Step up ! I was like practically drooling over Channing tatum ( Don't argue with me over him ). yeahhhh. I was gaga-ing all the wayy. woo hooo !

After tht went tuition ? Slacking all the way. Last to go off , not like i care or anything. I mean like my parents are always LATE ! so i shall slack summore rather than waiting lor. heh !

Ohoh , Vk's emotionless ! she was like neutral when the scary part came ok ! Wthh. Damn cool like. oh wait , she's sadistic ! Of course she doesn't feel anything. Hhehehehe. but i still love her.

2007-02-15T21:00:00.000-08:00

Just so you know ,
This feelings taking control of me ,
And I cant help it ,
I wont sit around,
I cant let him win now ,
Thought you should know ,
I've tried my best to let go of you ,
But I dont want to ,
I just gotta say it all ,
Before I go ,
Just so you know.

-

Arghhhhhh ! Cheena New Year performance's tmrw ! And i have to perform ? Wthhhhhhh. I'm super duper nervous la. Damnit. Anywaye , i had dance today (: At least dance makes me smile although i was rather upset. I'm still pondering over that thing and it's making me more upset );< Don't knw why ? Blahhhhhhh. Listening to Just So You Know is making me feel so uhhhhh.

Anywaye , i don't care. Call me a bitch or whtever you want to. I don't give a damn. I'm not in the mood for whtever. Sometimes , i just hate myself for hurting people around me. But hey ! I'm sorry alright !

garhhhhhhs. And i know you're angry with me. And i'm sorry. );

byebye

2007-02-14T20:50:00.000-08:00

Can you see that pretty pink watch ?

Someone special gave it to me.

And i knw i love tht person (:

Is My Heart Telling Me
Something I Don't Want To Knw ?
Cse It Feels Different Now.
And I Don't Like It One Bit.

-

Happy Valentine's Day !(:

I had fun today. Lots&&Lots of fun : DDD Thank you all for giving those hotshits (: It means alot. Anywaye , i hope you all love my thingy : DD Mmhs , so today i gave my friendsie their presents. Hhhahaha. Then sth happened blahblah. Oh , i gave it back . Yes , i finally gave it back. Hhahaha. But i kinda missed it. I mean like it's always hanging on my phone. But now , blahhhhhhhhh. Forget it. Andand Thanks to my Zacharyy baby !!! I love your pretty pink watch. I love you so so muchhhhhh : DDDDD

And later on , we had dance ! On wednesday ok ! ! It's not suppose to be held on Wednesday lor ! . We had dance because some bitches back out and then because of them we had to perform for Cheena New Year ! Damn shit la. Wahlao ! Because of dance , i had to cancel my valentine date with Zachhhh ok ! urghhhh. Butbut nevermind , we'll have our date during the weekends after you collect your hong bao. ! ((: Than was suppose to go reunion dinner with the Mwack-gang. But then i didn't go. I'm too tired. Wanna die alr. I'm sorry babesssssss )': But chyna went ! I bet she must be eating like a pig right now. phoosh.

Anywaye , I feel different right now. Is it my turn to say that i'm confused with my own feelings now ?. Today went quite well for the second half of the day. The first was terrible. And I did not cry because of that stupid reason ok ! Please hor ! Don't anyhow say ahhhhhhh. I'm not that retarded ok ! Tsktsk. I cried because of something else. Ahwells. You can ask me if you want , and i'll see whether you're worth my time (:

I think i need to move on. I just think its for the better for me. " You have to let go , before your feelings get even more deeper " by cheryl the ferocious animal (: For the first time in my life , i realised that i'm being stupid to continue this knwing tht all i'll get in the end are just disappointment and hatred. But will i regret ? Will i turn back after leaving it all behind ? Will i get even more hurt ? Will I ? Someone can just tell me straight to my face something i don't knw , and have to knw. I'm confused. I'm really really confused.

You make me realised that i was never important to you. Thanks alot !

2007-02-12T17:35:00.000-08:00

Let My Heart Sing For You ,
The Lyrics Are Blissful ,
But I Am Too Shy To Say The Words ,
' I Love You ' .

-

Okayyy , todayyy i got lot&&lots of stuffs to blog about. I'm gonna blog about my EMO POET ! Vithya Krishnan ! She's damn mean today lor ! she pms-ed at me ok ! Then she asked me to get lost and ignore me from recess onwards till School end. Wth ! okayyy , thenthen during PE , she became the goal keeper of the opposing team then she kicked so violently la can ! Scary then she kicked at my waist there ok ! To Vk , i tell you hor ! if got sth wrong with my kidney , i'll haunt you ahhhhh. Then she kicked directly at my CHYNA TAN. I bet chyna was like crying in silence ! So violent man ! Wth ! But then , when school ended , she started talking to me ! Maybe cse she couldn't resist me ! Heh ! I'm super ego la !

Anywaye , i flunked AMATH ! I wanted to cry but then i control my tears. Damn sad la ! Wth . I hate mathhhhhhhh. And i'm starting to love soccer. maybe cse i was in the mood to kick some balls ( I'm not thinking dirty ok ! ) I mean like i feel like kicking sth ! Hhehehehe. And Mr. Choo (?) said we're gonna play bball soon or whtever ? Aww man , i don't want my hand to be rough like someone. Heh !

Zacharyyyyy is ignoring me ! I hate you uhzx. You meaniepokxz. Don't wanna talk to you forever ! ; P

Oh , and i can't help it but to miss you more )';

2007-02-11T18:20:00.000-08:00

Ily (:
Yes , I Do (:

-

Bleahhhhh , I'm bored. Talking to Tessa (: on msn. Mmhs , maybe i shall do Quizes (((:

1. What usually your teachers called you?
; Natasha (:

2. Your Status ?
; Single But not available (:

3. Wht is your favourite subject ?
; Mathhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

4. One word to describe you ?
; Crazy.

5. Colour of your hair ?
; Darkkkkk brown-ish black.

6. who do you think of right nw ?
; Mmhs , Zacharyyyyy (:

7. Is he/ she related to you ?
; Nah uh. Unless i marry him then maybe yeah (: Jk

8. Have you ever been to movies with him/her ?
; Zach ? Hell Yeah (:

9. Do you have a crush on him/her ?
; No laaaaaaa. He's my Bestie (:

10 .Last name in your contacts on yourmobile phone.?
; Zhi xuan ?

11. If you were crying who cheers you up ?
; Zacharayyyy baby ((:

12. Who did you talk to on phone with last ?
; Charmaine Tan Kai Ling (:

13. Wht did you eat for breakfast today ?
; Nothing ?

14. When did you last cry just now ?
; Just now . )':

15. Friend that always makes you happy ?
; ZACHARYYYYYYYYYY : D

16. Who do you want to hug right now ?
; Meanie person (:

17. the last person who asked you out ?
; Zachhhhhhyyyy

18. Who do you think the cutest girl in school ?
; Mmmhs , i shall not reveal ;P

19. Your kindergarten ?
; i don't knw how to spell uh .

20. Your bestfriend(s) ?
; Hazirahhhhh , Zachy baby (: , Mwack-gang and kelBESTFRIEND

21. 10 friends always there for you ?
; Mmhs , wht if it's more than 10 ?

22. Song that can describe you or yourlife at the moment ?
; Keep holding on.

23. 1 thing U really wanted in ur life?
; Sth (:

BAHHHHHHHHHXZ , I need go camwhoring soon ! my blog is like not filled with picture. phoosh.

2007-02-10T19:10:00.001-08:00

You Meant The Whole World ,
To Me ,
Because You're A friend Worth Having (:

-

Blahhhhhhxz. I'm super duper tired. Went Ikea with momsie and daddy(: Had fun. Daddy's the funniest. I'll definitely laugh my ass off every time i'm out with him. And that's why i love him so much : DDDDD Mmhs , but they sent me home first cause momsie needs her spa thingy and i obviously don't have much time to wait for her. So yeah.

Anywaye , thank you much much to my darlings who stayed by me through out all this time. I love you guys to the max (: And yeah. Without you hotsie mommas , my life will be so completely boring ok (((:

And you , I'm so so sorry that i've hurt you. Ytd night wasn't wht i expected it to be. I thought ytd's conversation would be like wht it used to be. I thought it will be a bitching and laughing session which we always do. But i was wrong. So wrong.Instead it ended with a tear. You meant the whole world to me because you're a friend i will never leave. But your emotions get ahead of you and you were someone i barely knew. You knw that whtever happens , i'll stand by you like wht a friend does. But more than friends ? I'm afraid i can't be the one who will love you like no one does. Cause i knw that you deserve someone better. I'm sorry , truly am.

Bahhhhhzx. I feel sad sad sad. I feel like a screw up bitch. I'm sucha bitch. I can't believe i did that. I'm so angry at myself. uhhhhhhhh.

I'm done. Toodles.

2007-02-09T21:30:00.000-08:00

Love Begins With A Smile ,
Grows With A Kiss ,
And Ends With A Teardrop.

-

okayyyyyyyyyyyy. Seriously I'm shocked by how low she can be. I mean like by spamming my blog ? Pls la. Don't you think it's a bit too much. I mean like I've been keeping quite and now you're taking advantage of me. Wtf ! Getta life la. Seriously.

Anywaye , todaye wasn't that awesome. I feel weird going to school. And Vithya Krishnan ignored me today ok ! Wth Wth Wth. Then I found out who my angel was ? Actually i knew it since ytd but i forgot :X Heh ! I wasn't shock la ! i'm nice ok. Not that mean lor.

Dance today , and i felt super duper exhausted. Phoosh. Seriously i wasn't in the mood. Someone spoilt my damn mood. But whatever la. And i hate rumours. I seriously do. A lot of people knws ok ! and i hate it when they make fun of it. I mean like once or twice is okay la. but alot of times ok ! Wth. I was like irritated by someone la. I mean like it's not funny anymore when i think it's annoying. uhhhhhhhhh.

I'm tired of blogging. And i have tons of work to do. Anihoos , i'm done blogging. Toodles darlings (:

2007-02-07T16:46:00.000-08:00

Just Stop Leading Me On.
Cse It Hurts So Bad ,
If You Don't Feel The Same Way.

-

Blaahhhxz. Blogger finally loves me(; Whee. And to the spammers with low down life. Seriously , you can stop your nonsense , i mean like why do you even care about my life ? Getta life. Anywaye , sch rock shit today. Cheryl , Vk & I confessed to each other things we don't really tell. And i obviously got nth to confess cse like people knw wht's happening in my life like an open book ? Weird. Sometimes , i wonder why.

Mmhs , yeah. CME was awesome. I came unprepared and just say random stuffs and i insulted someone while presenting. And it's not from my class. Heh ! I feel mean. Phoos. But people enjoyed my presentation. At least from their expression. Oh , and i had Amath test today. Guess wht , i can predict that i'm gonna flunked it. Tht teacher cheat my feelings lor. He said it's tested until Identities but then hor he added the Remaider theorem and Factor Theorem alright ! Wth. I'm just gonna flunked it. And tht i can be sure of. Oh , and i'm bloody fat pig la. Wth. I didn't eat anything except for a table spoon of rice and 1/3 of crackers( ppl took like alot of mine : D ) yeah. I need to lose some calories. Fatfatfat : /

Dance tmrw and i'm oh so tired pls. I got no mood for dance. My body is like aching everywhere. and it's like super duper painful ok ! Wthwthwthwth ! I'm outta of stuffs to blog about. So toodles darlings ! (: